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Loaded Gun

Quieted
always quieted
my words
ricochet
off the back walls
of thought
like silver bullets
piercing into
the chaos
wounding
self expression
and killing the art
with a silent tongue
quieted
always quieted
fearful
that those
watchful will criticize
what another
heart desires
gnawing
I feel it gnawing
at the back of
my throat
like a dry cough
it clutches
and remains
stuck in the barrel
indecisive
finger on the trigger
of hope
quieted
always quieted...


Temari

2009-06-29T20:05:24Z

To all that answered much love!

... I am that "loaded gun" ...

Just Be2009-06-26T18:17:10Z

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I think it beautifully expresses that feeling the poet has when sharing their work with another. The work is a piece of you from deep within, & sometimes fear can quiet that voice that wants to express what the heart so deeply knows & feels, but it feels sometimes like you have laid your soul out for all to see. It is a very vulnerable & exposed feeling!
Well done!
Blessings!

Erin2009-06-26T17:40:16Z

Quieted
always
quieted
my words ricochet off the back walls of thought
like silver bullets piercing into the chaos wounding self expression and killing the art with a silent tongue

quieted
always
quieted
fearful that those watchful will criticize what another heart desires

gnawing
I feel it
gnawing
at the back of my throat like a dry cough it clutches and remains

stuck in the barrel

indecisive
finger on the trigger

quieted
always quieted...

i dont know why your own words are wounding your abillity to express yourself. that doesnt make sense.

Bilbo Baggins2009-06-26T19:43:38Z

Hi. It sounds like the devil contemplating his eventual destruction.

His finger on the trigger of hope
quieted always quieted.
my words
ricochet
off the back walls
of thought
those
watchful will criticize
what another
heart desires
Quieted
always quieted.

Jeff Jacob Lourie2009-06-26T23:23:30Z

It is clear that you know the answer to Erin's question. The entire poem is an answer to Erin's question, but I think she understands without wanting to understand. We all know some things about ourselves that are dangerous to say aloud. Truth unspoken can be denied, but once it is out there it has power beyond our control.
Another thing Erin does supports this. Her re-arrangement actually creates a greater clarity than the original. But that's not what you wanted. The original form presents more room for interpretation. Your form helps hide the truth in plain sight. And, of course, your way heightens the emotional intensity - there's more anxiety, even fear with the original. But kudos to her. She helped me to understand your work much better.

Anonymous2009-06-26T18:32:12Z

The words
The words they seem to run
Run between shadows
of flickering
of dancing
of sparkling light
wrapped in blankets
of darkness
Never knowing
the touch
Never seeing
the world
reaching
always reaching
for the unreachable
only feel-able
And the silence
screaming symbols
says...
I
Like
Your
Words

MP

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