Why was i born.......?

I hate this town. Its filled with memories I'd rather forget. I go to school everyday, hang out with my friends, and then I go home. There's no place i'd rather not go ever again. I wonder if anything will change....will that day ever come. This is a world that has ended. It's cold. Nothing is born and nothing dies. Not even passing time exists. If i were looking for somewhere to be born, I don't think I would choose this world. And in this world, such as it is, it's filled with loneliness and despair, a place where people talk without speaking, a place where people hear without listening. I wonder if a time will come where all this darkness will light up, I hope that a person will come and save me from myself, we will go out to a place that is warm and every day something new and exciting happens, a place filled with sunflowers, a place where despair cannot reach me, yeah a place where wishes come true.
I am a small little boy living in this empty and still world, my body has been hollowed out and filled with emptiness, I'm blind, I'm deaf, I can't taste, I can't smell. I don't ask for much, just one thing...to be able to feel.
Why was I born? I never asked for it anyway, my life is the worst gift someone has ever given to me.

Mystic Mike2012-08-15T13:48:29Z

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It must be hard to deal with feelings no one else could possibly understand. I couldn't possibly imagine the way you suffer. But I believe that your life isn't so meaningless as you say. I will try my best not to show my ignorance of your pain by saying what's is true about your life. You have so many wonderful people who love you more than you will ever know. It's the only reason your able to life.

I tell you the truth. An unloved heart will die. And if you were not loved you would die before your heart could break. The people around you care about you so much they help you in everything you do. They stay strong so that you have hope in finding some meaning to your life. Very few people in this world have people who love them that much. Your senses help you perceive the world around you but you can still feel the world around you.

You can learn to feel the love people have for you because you are always surrounded by them and they acknowledge you. You are not alone. You have a place in this world and if you left it would be bitter-sweet for them. Sweet only because they know it's what you wanted. I've learned enough about life to love strangers. You are loved by people you do not know and probably never will.

If none of that matters to you, I'm sorry. It should, because it's the truth. I hope and pray that you find peace of mind. Again, I know I could never understand but I've told you what I know. Even if your life never seems to have meaning to you it will always mean something to the people around you. Like other people you have to learn to love the little things. Even though it will be harder for you it's not impossible and everybody is rooting for you, wanting you to be happy; to see you smile.

Anonymous2012-08-15T14:00:37Z

werent u supose to kill urself 3hours ago already?

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