I have this strange loving feeling for someone who doesn't exist... Is this normal?
I am only 19 years young and intend on figuring out my life and starting a career before I consider starting a family. I don't know who I will be with and I don't know when, and that doesn't bother me. But I do have this image that I will have a son. I have a name I love and I often make jokes with my friends and refer to this none existing child. I honestly feel a love, a bond, a connection with him already and he isn't even real. Is this weird? The other day I heard a song and it made me think of him and how I'll dedicate it to him and I bursted into tears of happiness...
Is this strange? Or am I just excited to have a child? Please answer!