Lonely? Or what? Need help?
I am in highschool, a girl. I often feel alone even when I am doing something I love. At school, I am in a lockerbay with seniors who I get along with and eat lunch with. But I would never do anything outside of school with them. I get along with everyone in my grade, no one is mean, but I never do anything with them. In our schools orchestra group, I would rather sit with the teachers then the kids when we are eating because I feel left out. I try to ask questions, join in the conversation, etc. Also in theater, Which I love, I am always lonely, I only really talk to my teacher. I dont't want to go to parties bevause I know I will eventually be left out. At the last winter formal at school, I went, and eventually got left behind when my friend went off with other people. I tried to join in, but couldnt. I spent the whole 2 hours sitting at the table. In theater, I spend the whole time in the audience or in the studio theater. What should I do?