opinions on a song I wrote?
Academy Award
Flick of a switch
I'm not me anymore
A smile on my face
Cheerful words on my tongue
Open arms to the world
Can't see the sad gleam in my eye
Skipping around
Singing to the sky
Then the people leave and I'm on my own
Flick of a switch
Now I'm home
I'm such an actress
Such an undeniable fake
I'm really getting good at this
So good you don't know
I deserve an award
Yeah and academy award
It's late again
Like every other night
The insomniac in me set free
Thinking of what is and what could be
In the morning
I'm happy and awake
Sun is shining and I'm filled with life
For the sake of my friends
It's no like I was always like this
It tends to happen when you feel pain
And don't wanna feel anymore
So I play pretend
I'm such an actress
Such an undeniable fake
I'm really getting good at this
So good you don't know
I deserve an award
Yeah and academy award
There are good days and there are dark days
I sometimes wonder what it's like to feel happy again
To feel life like it's meant to be felt
There are days
There are pitch black days
I sometimes wonder what it's like to never feel again
To give up on this life
But no matter what I think
I will never do
No matter how little I feel
Others feel for me