a poem i just wrote , haven't named it yet?

Charmed by the man with the eyes to see

Felt rapture

Sudden amongst tribes of our own

Lie unspoken thoughts in each others mind

If only you could know me

If only I could show you

Then you’d see I too am like you

If only you would let me

Go where no armour piercing bullet will go

Let me , a soft voice calls

So you brush away to more urgent things

The girl lacking purpose

Like a prop on our stage

Causes such trouble

And likes to be touched

So I held a silence

From birth till today

When a day soon shall dawn

We’ll cast our shells away

Bought time from a merchant

With a gleam in his eye

Bought time from a merchant

Not willing to die

Buy time from a merchant

Or do I confuse

An ocean of time at my beckoning

With my imaginary muse

So a god lacking intelligence

We all call him names

And prove to him our worthiness

And put to others the blame

I lived in a deep tunnel

To sunlight I gasped

I learned to sleep in silence

With nothing to grasp

Like insignificant ones in limbo

Like the moss on the wall