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do u listen to the lyrics or just love the energy , because mudvayne and some others its damn near impossible to understand whats being said not said screamed

it makes me believe that something must be wrong here , i love that music so much its got a sort of revelation and wise sense to it , quagmire of illusion , but i still dont think its the end , just the beginning of the end and this is probably the best phase of existence, my question is , is this the end in 2012 will the world end or is this just the arrival and beginning of a long awaited end ?

are good an evil 2 sides of the same coin , and its all theatrical , no offense intended but i've often wondered , man alone cannot be evil , take Hitler for example ,? what led him on ... was it God , no man alone is good or evil , thats just an act , picking sides , like the meek , i think that God enacts his will on both ends good and evil with no limits to how evil he can be or how good he can be

people always walk on by and forget to greet eachother these days , so hello everyone have a good day

i dont want to use the avatar i want to use a picture and it uploads but never shows up just a blank screen with a cross on it , wtf yahoo do something about it , just thought id let u know , maybe im doing something wrong ,

childhood

years washed in a silent tide

awoke to a tuned silence

mind empty of humanities keep

content dreams and deep sleep

playground memories for evermore

Halloween from door to door

toys that spoke

minds imagination evoke

remember the child

our toys spoke

warm sheets and silent night

new horizon with eyes shut

desperation then but a seed

freed once ,tied down ,the sky bleeds

now im grown and things have changed

i wanted love but it rained

desperation no more but a seed

like the rest i found

cigarettes and weed

back to basics and i learn

love lost found never to return

burn and burn and never learn

love brings a new horizon

Dawn , this morning I shake the dreams

Outside the silence evokes a lust for life

My bags are ready ,so is my mind

Its been a long time coming

Ive chosen to unwind

Doors locked

I take a last look

Perhaps ill never return

I have all I need , so I stroll down the road

No more of societies heavy load

Crime calls the empty dawn falls

Noon found me rolling far away

No circumstance intervenes today

Changing the world

Burning the candle on both ends

Love is dear much too dear

Fear is a false prophet

I’m swinging through the bends

The sun sank like the titanic

Decision falters welcome miss panic

Outlandish delusion half written tale

I was never born to fail

Yet I crawl like a snail

Reinvent purpose and forgive the lost child

Born reckless and wild

scent of a second wind

scented with wishful thoughts

avoiding the eye that watches

I become history now that my page is turned

A word on a scroll

Inescapable truth

Relentless truth

Unforgiving truth

Night laid my tracks home

Door unlocked

Double guessed and retaliated

Confounded confusion

On my knees exasperated

One day we all take the bait

Clarity in fulfilling fate

is it that unhappy people have no faith , they dont believe that there is a forgiving god who forgives everything and loves everyone , and happy people have a natural belief thta they have god on their side and that godloves them no matter what , who is truly blind? unhappy people or happy ones , is there a god?

Charmed by the man with the eyes to see

Felt rapture

Sudden amongst tribes of our own

Lie unspoken thoughts in each others mind

If only you could know me

If only I could show you

Then you’d see I too am like you

If only you would let me

Go where no armour piercing bullet will go

Let me , a soft voice calls

So you brush away to more urgent things

The girl lacking purpose

Like a prop on our stage

Causes such trouble

And likes to be touched

So I held a silence

From birth till today

When a day soon shall dawn

We’ll cast our shells away

Bought time from a merchant

With a gleam in his eye

Bought time from a merchant

Not willing to die

Buy time from a merchant

Or do I confuse

An ocean of time at my beckoning

With my imaginary muse

So a god lacking intelligence

We all call him names

And prove to him our worthiness

And put to others the blame

I lived in a deep tunnel

To sunlight I gasped

I learned to sleep in silence

With nothing to grasp

Like insignificant ones in limbo

Like the moss on the wall

Stay a little while

Why,;can’t be the only reason

What was your disposition

When will the stars truly shine

How does my mind fold

So stay while I let down my hair

And provoke you to the demons lair

I need to touch you so I wait

I need to feel your worried arms

I need to see such purity found here

Lost the game now that you’re tame

Never to wake to arms again

Instead wallow in delusion and what could have been

Stained , a day old

Found cruel minds from the get go

Churned like a tempest

Seething till I’m here

Deserted and empty I’ve found

What I never looked for

Yet these hands sharpen the blade

Pour my spleen down the corridors of your mind

But alas I’m now found so I let it slide

To grander scenario, I shall abide

Bled like a virgin by an unkempt soul

I saw you look that way , masked deep within

Let me touch you and give credence to your sin

My mind has lost to a heavier hand

I went to the desert to make a stand

Retaliations to the voice within

I cut the chords from its throat

And put cotton in my ears

Burn in the fire of a thousand fears

In the race she lost her arm

I’m thinking I’ve lost my charm

Sunny days that left us here

Longing now to return

To the farm on the cliff where angels lie lost

Daylight turned her lips to stone

In the darkness I found her sitting there

Lost like fish in a stream

Serene Dream ,follow me home

I never want to be alone

On the third my lips were parched

We rolled down a hillock

Careless and empty lacking fear

Life is to me but a dream

and so I abscond here until I’m found

where angels now lie dead to this world

I feel its warm arms embrace me

I left them all to the storm

And held up my flag to the azure above

I write the script now, you’ve staged me

My train of thought of lesser consequence

My deadened self alive with freedom

How did I ever escape my cage

Perhaps life was no more theatrical

Then I assumed , left pale beneath moonlight

I hear the song of the freed souls

For on the farm dots lie disconnected

The right to please the left

Im stranded where ive found

My story told mind unbound

From the rear I hear a coin wobble sound

She shows me what I cant see

She smiles at me from a place unknown

I walk the streets attempting to see

Waiting for you to hand over the key

When I looked upon a distant star lit bay

And lay down with eyes shut

Traveled on imaginations waves to destinations unfound

They exist yet as true as can be

Within my mind when I lay on the soft floor

And attempt to unlock a few more

Tempted by the snake ive come undone

Naked I stand beneath the sun

Seasons of wither seasons of change

I left him standing in the rain

The twinkle in his eye I learned to love

Behind shut doors and in dreams he came

with pure heart and hearts design

he walked straight through an open door left unlocked

I’ll carry a love I no longer can hold

Love is a crime walk lightly I’m told

His love lying sodden with tear stricken nights

For pure love tasted a salty tear, I’m sold

For when I grow old beside me I’ll hope

To see his familiar smile

To never leave behind through seasons of wither

But to wonder upon numerous plains

My love is existential my love is complete

He takes away apathy

he calls me from the dead , a song

A season that was dark , a song

Chemistry that is ours , a song left playing

Softy in lovers ears ,a secret

A secret harmonious left playing

Impatient to regain balance

I throw my cards to the wind

I let them fall where they will

I’m an empty vessel without him

Love this tainted love

Forget the sins of the sun

Let me sleep in the bed I have made

Under star light with thoughts so true

Take this hand walk back down that road

A road then came to a magnetic close

A crossroad that led back to you…

Seasons of wither seasons of change

I left him standing in the rain

The twinkle in his eye I learned to love

Behind shut doors and in dreams he came

with pure heart and hearts design

he walked straight through an open door left unlocked

I’ll carry a love I no longer can hold

Love is a crime walk lightly I’m told

His love lying sodden with tear stricken nights

For pure love tasted a salty tear, I’m sold

For when I grow old beside me I’ll hope

To see his familiar smile

To never leave behind through seasons of wither

But to wonder upon numerous plains

My love is existential my love is complete

He takes away apathy

he calls me from the dead , a song

A season that was dark , a song

Chemistry that is ours , a song left playing

Softy in lovers ears ,a secret

A secret harmonious left playing

Impatient to regain balance

I throw my cards to the wind

I let them fall where they will

I’m an empty vessel without him

Love this tainted love

Forget the sins of the sun

Let me sleep in the bed I have made

Under star light with thoughts so true

Take this hand walk back down that road

A road then came to a magnetic close

A crossroad that led back to you…

As I lay, resting you tapped me upon the shoulder in that familiar way,

I inhaled and let you back into my soul,

As you walked through the colored corridors of my mind,

I wish you would remind me more often,

Just what we had planned to do,

This time around,

The world with its many tricks,

I’m satisfied to sit and watch,

To pretend that it’s all for my pleasure,

To twist my self into believing this new found truth,

True work comes from a true soul,

One that has the heart to reward itself,

And like a swift wind,

You rustled my leaves and went on your way,

I am only a tree you see,

I have no choice but to stay where I am,

Next time stay a little longer dear friend,

Together we can fly,

Perhaps someday I too shall be like the wind,

Free to play upon your curls and sing my song,

The tree in me knows from record,

The folly in such excitement,

It must be a sin,

Why? You come around to ask,

Well I am a tree and I should love to be a tree,

The simplicity of the wind,

It cannot be explained,

Some of us have the simplicity of the wind,

I wish I knew my true sin,

I would live to be a windy tree…

I sit cross legged cross eyed staring into space ,

Believing to believe that such a simple act should lead to redemption

Truth is subject to each hour, for with each day a new truth is found

Relevant …. Relevant to me

Peace is a cloud that u can sink into forever

Just keep sinking,

Enveloped by steam, water vapor clinging to my skin,

Warm in the cold sky that surrounds me,

How words and thoughts trickle from a place that cant be seen,

I turn the key on another day

I play this song some other way

I feed my soul a bitter pill

My expectations are eating me up whole

Money is alive my innocence is stole

Never to return I’m amongst the rest ,

Fighting for the scraps like a pack of wolves

We’re lost and found , until we leave it to chance

To drift away in this place we call life

I sit cross legged cross eyed staring into space ,

Believing to believe that such a simple act should lead to redemption

Truth is subject to each hour, for with each day a new truth is found

Relevant …. Relevant to me

Peace is a cloud that u can sink into forever

Just keep sinking,

Enveloped by steam, water vapor clinging to my skin,

Warm in the cold sky that surrounds me,

How words and thoughts trickle from a place that cant be seen,

I turn the key on another day

I play this song some other way

I feed my soul a bitter pill

My expectations are eating me up whole

Money is alive my innocence is stole

Never to return I’m amongst the rest ,

Fighting for the scraps like a pack of wolves

We’re lost and found , until we leave it to chance

To drift away in this place we call life