I just found out my ex is getting out of jail at 7am. We didn't end on a good note! Serious answers please

Okay, I was raped by my ex-boyfriend. I couldn't face going to court and telling judge and other people in the court room what he did. Cause some people do not understand what it's like to be a woman and have your whole world tuned upside down. I lost trust in everyone around I lived my life in fear of my past and being hurt. Well he got out on good behavoir ain't that some *** for real. He use to beat me and any other kind of abuse you can think of he did to me. And I know you are probably wonderful why Ii stayed and didn't leave him or tell someone. I was 14 at the time and he didn't rape me until I turned 16 and after the rape I got preggo with his child and he beat me until I lost the baby. He left me to die after beating me. I didn't get the courage to leave and I haven't looked back. I'm in a health relationship with a wonderful man that wants to help and understand my pain. I guess my question is what do I do? Cause I'm pass scared and worried.it's 3:40 am and I should be zzzz.