should i see a doctor?

It sounds like you are suffering from post partum depression. Especially with your husband being gone, I think that you should talk to your doctor about it. Here is a website explaining the disorder a little more: http://www.4woman.gov/faq/postpartum.htm . It is completely normal; in fact most women do have some form of PPD. You want to get it under control before it gets worse. Don't feel bad, just try to get yourself some help sweetie. Being a new mom is insanely stressful.I hope this helps. Congrats on the new baby, and thank you for giving up your husband for my freedom.

Sweetie, it sounds like you are suffering from post partum depression and you do need to see a doctor. Do you have any family or close friends around you that can help? You definitely need some moral support right now, not only because you just had a baby, but because your husband and a big junk of your heart is in Iraq. Don't be ashamed or embarassed about seeing your doctor for these feelings. You'd be surprised how many mom's feel this same way. Just call your ob/gyn and tell them how you're feeling. They'll be able to help :)

I know exactly how you feel. Although my husband wasn't in Iraq he was in the military at his first duty station and I wasn't allowed to be with him until we got a house. Took almost 6 months. I had just had my first baby and I felt just like you. It is very common for moms who have a baby and the father isn't around to have PPD. Some people are scared to go to the doctor and ask for help. I was for the first three months. I remember Being so upset because I felt like no one was helping me. I had to do everything on my own. And I was mad at the baby because his father wasn't around. I felt so guilty that I couldn't even look at my child. And when he looked me in the eyes I just cried. So Go to the doctor and they can give you something for it. And go to a book store or the library and get the book. It wasn't suppose to be like this. I don't remember the author but It really helped me. Good luck and just remember December will be here sooner than you think!

Yes, run and don't walk to a doctor. The others who answered that you are likely suffering form PPD (post partum depression) are hitting the nail on the head.

Believe me, it is nothing to be ashamed of or feel guilty about. There are medications and treatments that can help you get through this.

How do I know? I suffered for a long time silently until a perceptive doctor saw through my mask and offered some help. By taking medication and spending time with a counselor, I was able to enjoy life again, as well as my children.

Give yourself a big hug from me and know that you are not alone.

I agree, you are probably experiencing par tum depression. It will potentially get worse so yes you should speak with a doctor. Also try to get someone to watch your child, even just for a little while every once in a while so you can be alone or hang out with adults sometimes. This is especially difficult with your husband so far away. I commend you for your bravery. I hope you can get the assistance you need.

Please see a doctor.. Don't feel guilty for feeling this way.. It is very common.. I suffered from PPD badly with my daughter, and my doc was very happy to help me... With in no time I was feeling better, and back on track.. You have a lot on your dish right now, plus being a new mom.. You have taken the step to admit something isn't right, so go get the help you deserve... You will feel so much better... Bless you, you'll get thru this with help, I promise.