My life...can end on sunday? need ur help.?

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Hi, i've always loved to be quiet , to keep to myself..but as i grew up i began to change as all do, so at age 6 i started always playing football and it took me till year 7. in high school i was bullied , but not that much, only because i was VERY smart, but there were alot of `popular` people who liked me. I was noticed in sports but lacked confidence. At early year 8, i was mockingly asked to go to a game. yes, they use to play football games at my school every lunch and i use to watch, i never knew i was allowed till i got invited. So i played and it got me noticed. From there on the bullies were my `friends` it stopped and i was called `legend` i dont think im that good but i do have self belief now. it's year 9 and my football spread wide in the new school because three merged to make 1. I got denied a place at a division one team and my friend told me to start and make my way up like he did. So here i was, making my way from divison three. i am here now and got signed by a club i love. i've played a pre season friendly and helped them to win 5-3, but it was a team effort. i play and train for my team. i really want to make my coach happy and my team happy. i always use to listen to `champions leage hymn` to give me inspiration...me on that night playing football...winning...or me suddenly bursting to score. i've had my moments i've played very bad, good and inbetween. i never use to think i was a fair not that good but fair footballer when i got told by alot of people..legend ur amazing but to be truthfull i've just got VERY lucky with shots and situations. We had our proper game were i had eaten alot before hand and had a sitch and totaly sufferd. i had my moments but we lost 11-0 in the match. ( this is soccer/football). The team we faced = a divison one team but registerd late so their division 3. They honestly fowled, and hurt us. But we'l be ready next time. I cried alot after that game. In TWO days i have a game, and the chance to uplift nmyself/ We have to face a team in our division but theyre good. I promised my captin i'd score a hatrick = 3 goals and we would deffinitley win the game. This may sound like im geting bigheaded and over confident but i learned over confidence in the 11-0 lose. i'm going to warm and and show them. i'l play like winning the game would save my family or if i didn't win i'd die or it'd be my last game of football ever. I also listen ot ` we are the champions` and imagine my friends lifting the cup. I use to be cute as a toddler and kid, then for 4 years was ok but then i was at age...12 got called `ugly` by some and some liked me though. when c ronaldo incident in world cup , someone came up to me and asked if i was portugese...then after a year i first read about ronaldo and thought i looked a little like him...then one day i said no way .. i dont look like him. but then in a match i got asked if i was portugese, i have no portugese relation. There are simularities between me and him though...and i wouldnt say if it wasnt true.I just want to make something of my self...i wana make my team my family proud. I dont want money i just want the feeling of crying after we win a game. The feeling nothing can go wrong the feelign of friendship. Thankd if you read it all :) comment and give advice if you want to. Its troubling me and im nervous of the game..but no i'm going to do a mission.

Update:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q11ZCM2jxYQ

This vid is so touching :) listening to it atm

Anonymous · Accepted Answer

You should just believe in yourself!! You are who you a are!! It's so cool that your so passionate about what you do!!! If you don't like being hearing you have similarities maybe go for a new hairstyle or something so that you have your own style. Don't worry about similarities..so what??? C.R? Okay he's a bit of a cheesy whatsit(if you don't know what those are you haven't lived! :L) But surely he aint that bad!!. And if you wanna prove yourself, go out thinking that you are a professional player, that you can win ANY game! Dont think about ANYTHING other than then and there an if it doesn't work out dont get miffed by it...these things happen. As long as you've tried your best thats all that could matter. Showing off and failing miserably is just going to male you look like an idiot in front of your friends. Do it for the bullies!!! :D

Good Luck and sorry for long comment but Long answer for Long Question! :L

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rick b · Answer

Buddy you 1 shouldn't write so much about nothing, 2 Have a very low self confidence problem 3 Lack discipline and focus
Try self defense training a couple of years and you will get the idea, or join the Marines when you get old enough.
And on sunday cook a good steak or order out a pizza and stay home, watch football or Nascar

? · Answer

Don't even think of harming yourself if you lose this game. It's not winning that give one experience they need to get on with life, but by losing, and facing that loss and thinking up ways to play better the next time. I use to play team sports( softball). I  played several years for an amateur team, and I know that winning is wonderful. I also know that when we lost, it made us sad, but we prepared for the next games and tried to play better. Your parents will be proud of you  if you win, or if you lose, because they would know that you tried to play the best you could.  I wish you good luck in your game, and try not to stress over it. Stress could affect the way you play.

Louisa Violet · Answer

No.. I think that this is actually really serious
Here's a list of things to do before whatever you do cause I didn't even read anything you wrote..

1) Bake a cake
2) Knit your-self a sweater
3) Pick some daisies and make your-self a chain with them

Hope I helped x

brynn · Answer

dude,
its just soccer.
and seriously, wow. someone thought u look portugese. GET OVER YOURSELF. my friend looks like Margot Fonteyn, can she dance? no, shes awful.
someone said i look like a hippo once, am i living in Perth Zoo yet? no.
its great that you love it so much, but maybe u need to kinda calm down? its a game.seriously do some yoga or something!
if u win, thats great.

Anonymous · Answer

I read all of this and I enjoyed it,I hope you win the game,but even if you didn't you're still a champion,everyone who tries so hard is a champion,all yoou need is positivity+ and I bet you got a lot!

All-Star Converse · Answer

I can't believe I read all of that. HELLO MR! WRONG SECTION! Also, i thought you were really going to die. Apparently not... except for a game, so I guess try your best and whatever happens, happens.

Lehx · Answer

losing a football game isn't the end of the world...i think there are a thousand things worse than that

tttttoni · Answer

i did read most of this ...  i thought you ment you were seriously going to die ...
If you are then sorry i didnt realise :S
But just try your best at the end of the day its just a football match

Vicky.✰ · Answer

i just wasted 8 mins reading tht. 8 mins i'm never gonna get back. I should sue cuz you implied yu wer suicidal. get a life mate. its a game.

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