Where to live, where to go? Is there a place where I can live my 'essential meaning' - together with others?

Asking myself about the sense of life, I found answers that let me doubt what is offered and lived in our society. I had to realize that most established concepts have created a 'fake reality' that serves in the first place to keep people in dependency, following a dump consumer society that do, buy, think and believe what strengthens the system so that all have a kind of frame they can follow and stay in it, guided and manipulated from a few who know a little bit more than the mass and using their power...

I stepped out of this dirty game some time ago and I'm very critical in every thing, I even question myself and so I got rid of most of my false concepts about life and found what might be the real meaning of it. My self image has changed and is not manipulated any more and I don't want to fulfill common images to feel good. I do what makes sense to me and I trust my own judgement.

Seeing that it is necessary to do something about the still primitive level of awareness of people, that obviously brought our living space the Earth into danger, - searching about it I have found various effective ways, but alone I can do very little, just for myself and the people I encounter in my daily life. I believe that living with a group of people, uniting our energy, we could do something that has an impact. That could be a positive result, coming out of living in a creative and healthy environment, our intention to work on ourselves, not being sucked by false goals, but relating and responding to what shows up in our daily life, without rigid concepts how one should behave or how things should be...

I visited quite a number of existing groups and communities, but I found out, that they all are living out of concepts, trying to realize these. Depending on the attraction of their concepts, the group has followers who can identify themselves with them. What I could see is that all those concepts and beliefs are still based on the need of people in this society and that is by satisfying their personalities.

That's not what I'm looking for!

So where can I live, where can I go? Anybody knows a place or has heard about one? I know about a few people who tried to make a place, but after a few years they gave up, frustrated and disappointed. I don't want to make my own place, I want to join an existing group, but I don't want to join a leader or guru and I also don't want to join any kind of religious belief system.

Please tell me about your experiences...

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