What Do You Think of My Lyrics?

It's called Black Chromatic. Honest Feedback please :)

Verse 1:

I have an addiction to something I'll never get.

I have a confusion of why I really had left.

A little depression can go a long way.

And deprivation is what I feel everyday.

It's been raining for a while outside.

By now you'd think I'd see a rainbow.

Aren't they supposed to be colorful?

Not something that's supposed to hide.

Why do I see the sky black?

Everybody else see's it in color.

I feel like I'm in some old photograph.

But I'm crazy and I wonder...

Chorus:

Am I going color blind?

Am I just losing my mind?

Peace is supposed to be serene.

Colors should just intervene.

The clouds are black.

Too much darkness when I'm supposed to be optimistic.

Is there such a thing as black chromatic?

Verse 2:

I have a problem: I'm going idiotic.

My decision is to stop trying to be perfect.

The temptation is serious.

Then again, I'm delirious.

A rainbow is so delicate.

And black clouds take over.

And it's juat hypnotizing me.

Deprivation ain't givin me closure.

Why do I see the sky black?

Everyone else see's it in color.

I feel like I'm in some old photograph.

Colors come on over.

Chorus.

Verse 3:

I'll light a fuse.

I'll tell the news.

In color.

I'll use what I got.

If I like it or not.

In color.

An old photograph

covered in black.

Not color.

Murky an gloomy.

Not color.

I'm in a fluster.

Chorus (2x)

I see a glimmer of me in an incentive.

For getting black chromatic.

So what do you think?