So, there's this boy and this girl......?

Here's the problem. I'm trying to get over this boy that I'm head over heels for. He's amazing and I am so in love with him, but it isn't going any where and it's time to let go.

So, here's the problem.... I don't want to date becuz i'm terrified of getting hurt again. I honestly don't think I'd survive another heart break. I almost killed myself over this one. {{I know, dramatic, but let's focus}}

Well, I've been fooling around with my best friend & am looking to experiment with other's. Like a friend's with benifits kind of thing.

Well, I kinda like this girl, but I've never been with a girl before. She likes me, but she wants more than just a booty call. I can't give her that, becuz I'm not looking for a relationship. Asking her to wait for me to heal isn't fair becuz I doubt I ever will.

So, I guess what I'm asking is....

What do I do? I really like her and we've both been through so much....I don't want to hurt her and I'm scared she might hurt me. I just want to experiment and have a purely physical relationship. Is there any way I can convince her that's what I want? I mean, would she ever fool around with me without getting an emotional connection?

Am I being selfish?