Should I be mad at my white dad, asian mom for contributing to the emasculation of Asian males, that I suffer?

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Should I be mad at my white dad, asian mom for contributing to the emasculation of Asian males, that I suffer

Ok look I don't want to bash my parents personally. I don't think my dad is an Asiaphile or my mom is a sell-out. But as much as Americans hate to admit it, life is not about individuals. Not when you have statistics.

Look personally I don't even find Asian females attractive. So its not about that. But when you have 50% of Asian females dating white guys, what does that say about Asian males?

So weren't my parents being selfish? I mean is love everything? Didn't they think about all the challenges I'd have to face as an Asian looking male? I mean I have no adult Asian male to relate to. I think not having an Asian masculine role-model really messed me up. How can a white dad or Asian mom understand what an Asian male faces?

I mean my very birth is an embodiment of humiliation. My very existence. I'm referred to as an infection, the Pollution, and thats true. And no actions I take in my life can escape that.

My whole life was defined by race. As a little boy when I had more Euro features I tried to constantly remind everyone I was .5 white. After puberty I looked fully Asian. Don't AFs realize that they carry the Asian gene they are running from? In fact when AMs mate with WFs the kids look much more Euro than WM-AF. Can you see the irony in that? Its like out of Oedipus.

So what is the solution? To be ultra-machismo to bully, abuse, and degrade white girls? To be honest I kind of feel sorry for girls in our society, they go through a lot of humiliations. But they don't have it worse than Asian men. SO maybe that is what I should have done. IDK its too late now.

But its all my parents fault. They cursed me with my very birth. How can I redeem Asian manhood, when being born cut it off?

All I'm saying is if the AF knows that the reason she picks WM is because X is wrong with AM, its really selfish of her to have a son because hes going to face the very obstacles that SHE put in the way of AM. 

Again its not about individuals, its about statistics. When you have such a vast disparity between AM/WF, then its not just the randomness of love, its structural. Almost no statistical trends mean 0%, so I never said there are no exceptions. If we did live in a post-racial utopia, I'm sure there would be WM/AF, so I'm not saying they're all bad. But because they are so over-inflated and AM/WF are so deflated, its impossible to not see bigger structural factors.

So without attacking my parents as individuals, they did incredibly grave damage to me, in the process that led to my very birth. And no actions I take can escape it. It has the inevitability of a Greek tragedy.

It seems  lot of people posting here are in WM/AF relationships so how do you guys feel about the possibility of an Eurasian male son, who will likely like me look more Asian and face the same identity issues I have?

? · Accepted Answer

Ok, I'm going to try to simplify this for myself and possibly others as well.
Basically, you are angered by statistics showing that there is a rise in WM-AF relationships than pure asian ones. You think that your parents have deliberately targeted you by going ahead with their relationship and hence fore having a child - you. You would rather have an Asian male as a role model as you think that you share similar features to them rather than your own father? 

Seriously, I'm sorry to say but this is quite terrible. I mean, wouldn't you want to be born? I mean, most people would love to be mixed race - white and asian and yet you are cursing this. I don't know what exactly is going on but it seems be that that you are insecure about yourself having Asian features due to your mother rather than embracing the fact that your parents loved each other enough to have you. 

One thing is that your parents didn't deliberately get together on purpose to have a baby and make them feel as if they are cursed by a mix of genes. No. Your parents love each other and they wouldn't go about boosting the statistics of WM-AF just to irritate the community or should I say you? 

I am half black, half asian myself (even if I am not eurasian it's similar - blasian) and I'm not moaning about how I look more black and I do not have a Black female in my life to look at as a role model. My mother is my role model just by being herself and it was a struggle that in what my parents were put through just to be together.

Although, you are feeling sorry for Asian men not having an Asian woman in their life, it isn't your decision. The world is continuously changing and there will be more interracial relationships going on so you have to deal with it :)

Oh yeah, I think you are the only one experiencing this utter dislike for your Asian features even if I love Asian features and many others do too.

Anonymous · Answer

Don't you think that your emasculating yourself by hating yourself for your Asian roots? I'm Filipino and white and I embrace both sides. Should I only date Filipino guys just so that I can make your statistics go up? Or should I date a white boy since our children would only be 1/4 "Asian" and not have to suffer the "great humiliation" that comes with not being pure blooded white? Hitler, stop preaching to the anti Asian nazis and get some self confidence. It's not your parents fault that your self esteem is so low that it's on the ground.

Nels N · Answer

So you think your parents would have done you a favor if you had never been born???

Dude, stop wallowing in self pity.  We all have obstacles to overcome.  Solve the problems you can and learn to deal with the problems you can't.  

I know for a fact that Asian males can get laid like rock stars if they have the social skills to do it.  Its not being Asian or half Asian that is causing your problems.  It is your attitude and people skills.

Anonymous · Answer

Hello you got a big problem my boy lets run this past you ok

Mother German Father English met after WW2 ,and married had me I thought, went to school got bullied spat at because I was half German and it was only like 20 years after the war had ended, at 13 found out adopted shall I carry on.

Go write a novel or something oh was married to an asian girl myself so I presume I am one of the damned

Chuck · Answer

Dude...Speakin as a parent, 
When u fall in love with someone, IT DONT matter if your Black,White, Asian,Indian,Irish,etc...
You Have to have your own mind and u clearly have 1 but dont blame your parents for what u prolly have done too. Live your life and STOP bein a HATER! =}
Just Sayin

i + i · Answer

Enough already...

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Anonymous · Answer

What the hell are you on about?
You are half asian, half white, accept it!
Why would you be mad at your parents? They gave you life.

emma82020 · Answer

you need counseling

Anonymous · Answer

quit ur bitchin

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