Continuous abuse on patient in hospitals where they seek physical medical care?

I totally agree with Missspbc! I know that these special abilities are real. But, please know that your gift has come from God. You were meant to help others in needs this way. And know that you're not crazy. Psychiatrists learn from a book, and they seem to have a "diognosis" for everything which sickens me. They typically don't believe in paranormal abilities at all. All they'll do for you is pop some pills down your throat. Trust me...there's no diognosis for such a special gift from God. And no matter how many pills you take, this gift will never go away. If you can find ways to put it into practice, it'll only grow stronger. And yes, I also agree with Misspbc about how to eventually control it. If I had to deal with this, I would pray about it. Because it is God who gave you this gift afterall. I knew a Reiki healer who had her "rituals" and such to be able to control it and was able to use it. I suppose you could go this way with it. I mean, I really wouldn't turn to that option because I don't like rituals. But, maybe it really can help you. I also knew this man who was a "healer" (I think the healing comes from God. It's never naturally within us to do such a spiritual thing. It is God who does it through us. We are his saints and his servants; using the abilities he's given us to help others). No one can actually "prove" a gift like this. People are so much wanting to be in control of everything that they think they have to prove everything from a scientific point of view.

There is "body", "mind", and "spirit". Each has the ability to do something. No one, especially psychologists and psychiatrists even consider the spirit's abilities. They just think that since the "body" and "mind" can have disibilities that the "spirit" can have some too. Your spirit comes from God. That can't be proven or diognosed. You just find resources to help you (such as those sites that were suggested to you), but please never forget that it's you who doesn't have that power. It is God who has "given" it to you to use for his will only. You are very blessed.

I am not a doctor but I have spent 1000's of hours researching my own disorders online, and my wife suffered from a terrible skin syndrome where she thought she had bugs and fibers under her skin. She almost committed suicide it was so bad.

Don't take this the wrong way because I suffer from mood disorders too, but I went to a psychiatrist and have since been treated and life is normal for me again. By your writing which is very scattered, you are obviously in alot of physical and emotional pain, but it would appear if you could believe me for a moment that your mind may be playing tricks on you and telling you things are real, so you totally believe they are -- which means they might as well be real. So to stop your brain from tormenting you , I suggest you go to a psychiatrist first, and tell them you may be thinking of things that are not real. Tell him you are paranoid and feel like nobody believes you and can he help with some medication. He will probably help you make these things go away or at least not torture you like they are. Please trust me and just try it.

Hello

You are a natural healer whose abilities are trying to be dulled by others and also todays modern and often poisonous medications. The trapped energies you have within and the effects of chemicals on you have had a negative affect on you. You can help and indeed heal yourself, and I suggest that you start with a raw vegan food cleanse to get rid of all the toxins and crap that is within your body. Also, if you can please go to either a Reiki healer or Spiritual healer to get your energy balanced and for the healing to start from within. Below are some links for you to look through. You are a strong soul and I know you will come through this.

http://www.youtube.com/user/liferegenerator#p/u

(click date added on the right hand side and watch the videos from number 1. There are a lot of free videos around 500, but I think you will get some valuable information from them with regards to the raw food detox)

The pain you feel when around others is because you are a natural healer and you are very "Clairsentient" (the ability to sense pain and feelings etc from others, then not knowing if it is your own or others - you can actually remove this from other people but then you absorb it as a sponge). Working with a reiki or spiritual healer will help you to heal yourself and also how to protect yourself when you are coming into contact with other people so you do not walk away with all their problems, worries, concerns etc. Some people with this gift actually work as medical intuitives, have a look at the link below:-

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HSqYjJmOKJE

(she has a free medical psychic intuitive phone in radio show on the internet where people can get free health readings from http://www.hayhouseradio.com/ her name is Dr Mona Lisa Schulz and not only is she psychic, but she is also a medically qualified doctor who could possibly help you)

http://contacttalkradio.com/hosts/carolritberger.h...

(Also look at the free archived medical intuitive shows on the bottom of the page. Carol Ritberger also has her own web site on medical intuition at http://www.ritberger.com)/

I wish you all the best and send you lots of healing.

Lots of Love

Misscpb xxx