Can somebody explain ds two poem..the second is a reply to the first.?

I lie here

unable to make decisions

he's sitted in d shadows

on the chair

its with care

i cant do anything

im not allowed to

he is completely aware

yet does nothing

he wont leave

he wont rule

reply:

Depression was a mission i embarked on

naughty pastor,

fought and lost none,

its hard to visualise but i see now,

the faulty door knob,

the clock is past one,

i live in d future being spiritual

lock and key i can see,

dont worry,

im sorry, im helpless

u need to see he wants to set u free

so hold that door knob and unlock d door

he's in the future not anymore.