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I m so sick of myself. what to do?

Ok to start with i am an 18 year old guy.

My 3 year relationship is now string thing and i dont know how long it would last now. Every time i meet my girlfriend i feel like she want me to break up with her and she is only sticking with me as she know leaving me will almost brick me out.

I search for such obscure content on net that i feel shame full to even tell and no its not normal porn a teenager search. I spend like 3 hrs a day doing crap on my computer and nothing more.

And to add i have turned from an above avg student to below avg

I try my best to avoid going out and meeting and getting acquainted to new people. I dont care how i look and haven't buy and clothes for like a year..

My relation with my parents is worst it can get. I hate my mom and haven't talk to them for a long while.

And no i wasnt born this way. These changes came slowly into me in a last year and no matter how hard i try i cant figure out what brought them.

The only thing i feel left is drugs. Sometimes i feel like i should try them to get relaxed for a time being . I m getting so sick of myself. I need HELP. I dont know from whom.

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  • Anonymous
    1 decade ago
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    i think that you need to take a break from your girlfriend and concentrate on YOU. something is defiantly going on and you need to do something to fix it but its usually best to take this journey alone so you don't rely on that person to be by your side forever or you will fall just as hard again if the relationship were to ever end. get some real help a psychiatrist something. some schools have people you can talk to as well if money is a issue...hang in there

  • 1 decade ago

    dude im sorry =[ that actualy really sucks. hang in their idk wat to tell you that will help idk how to help in this situation. but dont do enything stupid. hang in there.

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