Am I a schizophrenic?

No, you describe nothing that even closely resembles schizophrenia . . .

You look very young my friend. and sometimes you do think like this when your young. just take each new day as it comes. and dont over analize things. enjoy rejection at least you are trying if you get rejected. you will grow with confidence as you get older. good luck, Go blackpool. :) 30 mins left and still 0 - 0

unfortunately you are not going to find a valid answer that is going to help you over Yahoo. With something like this you need to go to a psychologist! I cant tell you what is wrong with you, but they will. I cant tell you how to fix it, but they can. Best of luck

However, to answer the question, it does not sound like schizophrenia.

P.S. is it just me or did JESUS's answer make no sense?

no ur not schizophrenic im so tired of typing no one is schizophrenic no one is autistic no one is mentally ill no one is crazy or insane persay no one is bi polar no one is whatever they throw at our brains GOD said we all have a sound mind a spirit of love and not of fear ..... were all normal its just this stupid endless handiwork of GODS YES theres all sortsa problems from lgbt divorces etc we wont touch all the sin crap its old........ and i read about nuke bombs in the computer so hang in there.......... and the second coming of JESUS and stuff ....... we all got thinking problems dear........... and obsessions and analyzing etc.. all this typing isnt helping us all any GOD the heck with rejection its another one of GODS games theres more fish in the sea keep trying ...

No, you're definately not. It's low self esteem and self doubt, counselling could help