girls do you think i am an ok guy or need to change a little?

all my life i always had relationship problem. I have attracted older woman that forced me physical stuff on me. another that sat in my lap in school but i felt like it was a beat because she did it in front of the class multiple times so i ignored her besides she was not good looking at all. another girl that said she liked me i dated and all that but a few months later I saw that she became a mother I know it wasn't mine with a man in her mother's house. also had some bad luck of attracting gay people like 3 times it happen to me.

my personality is a i don't care what you think of me attitude, don't bother me and i will not bother you attitude(it means i don't care what you are who you are as long as you don't bother me), a money savor, not so fun to be around, act a bit too mature for a 22 year old that looks like a kid, don't smoke or drink or anything like that. like video games, anime, fishing, computers, animal, kids(but they just cry and run away like they felt i was an evil person) sound like a nerd don't I. I am a shy person that never felt that passion of love(emotional love). so desperate to find someone that I will try online dating once i get back to the miami,fl in a few days.

looks 5 ft 2in 150lb(look a little fat but not too much) with a face of a kid when i shave and I am of latin blood. growing my hair long to change my look a little bit having short hair made me look like a street person. A bit hairy in my legs and stomach with bad toenails and a few almost unseen scars in my face and my hair looks a bit hippy.

sorry i got no pics other than facebook to show but trust me i am not bad to look at many people said so.