what would you expect with a 55 years old lady like living in middle east for almost two decades ?

My dear friend,money etc. will NOT give you fulfillment.If you want to be happy now,try social service.You can join non government organization or charitable institution which work for upliftment of women,or help children for studies or help lonely and old people.It will be work of God and will give you immense satisfaction and feel life worth living. I am doing the same thing and I enjoy and love my social work.Try it!And if you feel happy remember me!