dreams about my x, who I haven't seen for around an year?

I find it increasingly impossible to forget this guy... I had NO IDEA that it would be this difficult...lets just say waking up from the dream was little relieving from the sadness I was experiencing in the brain when I was sleeping.

This guy is engaged to be married to someone else. I saw him 4 yrs ago, we did things that normal lovers do... now am thinking, maybe I did something extra that's made it too memorable haha

Its weird and terrifying that I haven't been able to move on.....why would he keep coming back in the dreams ?

In the dream, he was telling me of a software he is using in the office that can be used to track him and that he can talk to me all other times....it was just weird...he was talking about technologies that I don't know exist or very apparently very advance...I was supposed to plug-in a computer...to be able to communicate with him...

I know this is crap alright... but its 3:45 and I can't sleep every since I got this weird dream...I've been thinking and crying and now am awake... so am writing this !

I'll have some tea now, to bust all these tears and....we'll talk later !