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Are some people fated to play the role of "The Villain" in life?
In every move I make in life; opinions (ex. People are all sensitive about children, when my opinion is that babies can be replaced if they die before age 1 because they have no personality yet), social situations, and even my achievements are viewed as burdensome to others. Ex. I got into an advanced choir class and the people already in it started to complain about my presence. People are always scared away from me for my... mental eccentricities. I'm always over shadowed by this really talented gay guy that I had a crush on, but my feelings turned to hate and jealousy after my advances were spurned simply because of my gender. I'm really bothered by rejection, so I tried to force myself on him and got really hostile. Since then everyone's been a little avoidant of me. I've learned that people oppose my socially, opinion wise, and physically, and lately, I realized I've only been getting more and more villainous, and started to except my possible fate as "The Adversary".
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- Anonymous8 years ago
I find friendship in those with adversity. I wish I knew you.
Addition:
I feel a lot like you do. It isn't that I am completely evil or anything yet, but a lot of my views-which I keep to myself-are exactly what you are talking about. I don't particularly value human life like everyone else, I don't particularly care about the wellbeing of people I don't like...
Eccentric describes me pretty well, though I never really hate my competitors, rather, I like them... unless they prove to be incompetent.
I've been trying to understand this... condition... as time has gone on. I've dealt with terrible thoughts, self-hatreds, and other behaviors that I want to cut down. I'm afraid that as this world gets worse, so will my behavior. It doesn't take a genius to realize that our standards of living have plummeted, but the prices have not. We aren't a moral country anymore, I see no reason why I should hold an obligation to be the same.
With that said, most people "like" me, but think I'm misguided. Not necessarily an adversary, as I am generally non-confrontational.
I'd gladly kill an enemy, though. Nobody else really knows that.
I really hope you find the answer you're looking for, I could use it as well.