Uranus square Midheaven, commitment?

All efforts require buckling down to the requirements of the task.

This means discipline, and making decisions that include giving up some of our freedom and choice so that we can pursue this objective.

Uranus in the first house identifies very strongly with their freedom and individuality. They are loathe to give it up.

When Uranus in the 1st is also square the Midheaven, this personality trait holds you back from succeeding in life. The unwillingness to compromise means you don't succeed .. until you overcome it and master the need for individuality.

There are ways to retain your individuality while yet conforming to a program of pursuing a goal ... and those ways always include finding a strong inner core of self-respect and understanding that no matter what your outer actions are, you are truly unique and individual on the inside.

So start by becoming more consciously aware of how your drive for individuality pushes you ... observe it as you react to life.

Then you can observe how, when you are drawn to something, the requirements of achieving it make it become distasteful. Right now, this is happening on an unconscious level, so you have no control over it. You have to become consciously aware of it, by observing it, before you can pick and choose and control your life to achieve your wishes.