Should I move? Whole Town hates me.?

I had a gf who thought this too, she did move & divorce b/c of her past. I ask her why, she said b/c she didn't want to die there & I told her: Your going to die no matter where you are! I knew it was deeper then this & I made my past after I too drank & didn't care anymore from pains I allowed myself to undertake! I used drugs/alcohol cuz it was the tool of the time & this was during my marriage, kids etc...I went to rehab for them, I owed it to my family to simple not have them go through what I did in my childhood, to pass it back around...so I am clean today, I could care less what anyone thinks about me & I know they too have some dusty ole skeletons in their closet & this is why they judge & point fingers at others...I ask em, whats in your closets since I know your hiding something bigger then mine! I am RIGHT EVERY TIME & THEY WILL BRING THEMSELVES DOWN. I SEEN IT HAPPEN MORE THEN THRICE! <->ha ha ha ... they all are divorced & the family's are in ruins!

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Your thinking you are these things is quite normal...PUNISHing self, SELF LOATHing etc...This is a blunder & foul we created to punish ourselves & each other! BS! A learned behavior in epic proportions...stop doing that we are perfect created by perfectness! It's a luxury only we can concoct, the preconceived emotions we will use to punish our self to feel better about ourselves? How ironic & bizarre huh? Look inside the answers true; its what’s inside of me & you, go there to the quiet that guides, it will be your truth that only you can rely on…

I wouldn't care what another/other thought of me, I wasn't put here for anyone to like/love or hate...take me as I am or I weed out the weeds, take out the garbage & keep the GOLD! I take my TREASURES & dump my TRASH I lightened my load & travel light period! k? I suggest you do it as s'well, this way you won't ever be harmed & look behind you back to worry about your own created drama mama!

I'd know who's who & weed my Garden! I'd stick w/those who accept me for who/what I am & let go of the rest! It's looking for the Trash- among the Treasures, go for the Gold, not da Garbage...see how EASY this is? <> Pain is unenviable ... sufferings optional~

Don't sweat the small of it all* Hold ur head high...u are a child of the universe who too felt injured, you are not the labels they tag you with, nor are you your depression...this too will soon PASS & they all will make the same mistakes that rly aren't mistakes they are learning tools. To repeat mistakes is ones Odious results. You are a product of your World/ Environment is all, we all have things we beat us up for! Stop doing this, allow time for healing...no they don't hate you, it's what you create in your own mind & world. Erase the past & start the new beginning & they will be proud of you, I promise this ok?

Lets all be grateful for our freedoms we have w/choices, we learn from them & we don't have to be one way/sided & believe in fairytale! Who better then those who been there to tell the story if huh? Remember the serenity prayer? Have the courage & wisdom to know the diff etc?

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If you do get back together, don't let the same issues that destroyed your relationship crop up again. Have a good, long talk about how you're both going to make it right this time.

A clean sheet may be your best chance. I'm a Christian too. Prayer to discern an answer may be a good idea. You have been through a lot. I'm sure you can have a great life. I will pray for you

moving would be a good decision. it will help you put your past & your temptations behind you. it is not running away from your problems it is starting over. and if these people want to start talking to you again just because your DOING GOOD tell them to f**k off if they were friends & family they would be there for you when your doing good & doing bad.