I feel like d.y.i.n.g?

I've been so miserable lately, so depressed that I can't do anything productive and I've been skipping classes like 4 times a week, or a full week of school. I go to a community college and I'm almost done with my AA, I just need next quarter and I'm done.

However, I feel like I cannot go on like this. I am taking a quarter off. During those 3 months I plan to shut myself away from everything, friends, facebook, internet, and work. I wanna stay at home (parent's home) and read

I was an A student. I was even afraid to skip classes before, but right now, I just don't care.

I want to quit my barely above minimum wage. I work as a back up MOD and a front end supervisor at a retail store for a year, and i'm so sick. But I cannot quit because I have $4,000 in credit card debt.

I'm so miserable, I feel like I could come up with paying half or more of my debt if I sell or my designer stuff I have.

I'm also soo depressed about my weight. i'm 180 lbs and 5'8. i wear a size 14, and 3 years ago, I wear a size 10 and I was feeling so much better.

What should I do? What are the things I can do with my 3 month break from civilization? I feel bad for my friends, how can i tell them that i dont want to talk to them for 3 months??? I really need to get away..