My mum hates me, my life is rubbish?

Don't give up, life gets so much better once you survive your teen years... College is fantastic (away from parents with all the freedom in the world), and then you get to venture off into the world and start your own personal adventure doing WHATEVER YOU WANT which is even better than college. Trust me. High school always sucks big time for cool/creative/passionate people. Your mom sounds like she's being extremely unfair to you. Many beautiful teenagers think they are ugly, I know it sounds impossible but you are probably very pretty at least. Friend rows suck especially in high school; everything social is so emotional and dramatic and exhausting to deal with. Is there anyone who will listen to you just to have a good rant/talk to for a while? You'd be surprised how much that helps. Also -- please don't take this the wrong way -- it might be worth it to track down a counselor and talk about your feelings. They're not just for people with mental illnesses; they're actually fantastic for just anyone at listening to stuff like this and helping you sort through what's going on in your life and figure out strategies to deal with it with minimal stress/aggravation. You sound like a very passionate and articulate young lady (which is great and will serve you very well in life) and it's completely normal for someone like you to be occasionally overwhelmed by life as a teenager (especially when it sounds like there's a *lot* of rough stuff going on in your life right now). Do you write by any chance? I'd encourage you to try to pursue that if you're interested; you have a very good "voice", especially for a someone your age.

**** this woman she is getting older and feels jealous of you if she says you are ugly laugh and say yes i am i totally agree with you. I would show her up infront of people she is always nice to cos i'm sure this is her little secret how she treats you and acts very different around other people. She most likely has a personality disorder i would be nicer to your little sister more than she does to try and get your little sister on your side and get your sister to stand up for you. Tell your dad what she is doing to you. And also if you dads mother is alive tell her and other family member tell them. This is bullying and you need to keep telling people till it gets better.

Thats horrible you two should do some therapy together and spend some quality time together. Just the two of you.