enjoying a holiday although dreading it?

I know that life sometimes is disappointing.

1- Go to gym, get your body ready before you travel.

2- Get dressed fashionably.

3- Meet with friends where you are going and hang out together so you won't feel too lonely and also you may by chance meet someone you never expected.

4- Have sex with a rebound ( Requires to have a girl as rebound but I wouldn't it do it personally because I'm virgin and want my first time with someone I love).

5- Take photos of special moments , laugh , joke and to spice it up a bit and at night go out to some moderate clubs.

6- Rent a car there so you can drive instead of suffering all of the hustle on your feet.

Don't feel too disappointed because you'd get disappointed anyway if love is not mutual and is only from one side. You can still love the girl even if she doesn't and wish to meet her or to be together but you have to respect the girl's decision as well and accept it because if you were together, you'd like to see her happy anyway. You can care about her even if you're not together. It's called unconditional love. You can try to find someone like her and you and the girl you won't meet can still be on good terms and treat her as special even if she is with someone else. You act this way , because you love her but without interfering with her happiness. However, if she gives you a chance, do not waste it and try to make things work if she does give you a chance.