Frustrating psychic reading, how to trust :(?

Since I can remember I've been intrigued and believed in paranormal phenomena, but only a few years ago I've decided to concentrate on psychics, and have been reading texts and seeing you tube videos about it. I decided then to pay for a reading to one of the psychics I thought I could trust more, and who seem who could really help me.

I've always wanted to see beyond this life but the main reason was ....I wanted to know about the contract between me and my parents. I purchased 4 email readings, one relationship reading for my dad one for my mom and one for me (it was a discount of three), and one career reading for me. Because I wanted to know why we were such as.sholes to each other, and wanted to know what was the contract we made before coming together in this life and how to improve it etc.

It was my first reading ever and I got really insecure about what was I doing and details of procedure , first time purchasing something online and it was a psychic reading! I got really frustrated because I felt like there was so much resistance in giving any information, and I asked so many questions(which I previously studied and revised before sending, I wanted to be very precise). After a couple of months after it I realized nothing really changed , except some weird things that begun happening after it (some of them not necessarily good)but oh well...my life have always been strange anyways. Also noticed how after I tried searching other psychic readings si