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Since I can remember I've been intrigued and believed in paranormal phenomena, but only a few years ago I've decided to concentrate on psychics, and have been reading texts and seeing you tube videos about it. I decided then to pay for a reading to one of the psychics I thought I could trust more, and who seem who could really help me.

I've always wanted to see beyond this life but the main reason was ....I wanted to know about the contract between me and my parents. I purchased 4 email readings, one relationship reading for my dad one for my mom and one for me (it was a discount of three), and one career reading for me. Because I wanted to know why we were such as.sholes to each other, and wanted to know what was the contract we made before coming together in this life and how to improve it etc.

It was my first reading ever and I got really insecure about what was I doing and details of procedure , first time purchasing something online and it was a psychic reading! I got really frustrated because I felt like there was so much resistance in giving any information, and I asked so many questions(which I previously studied and revised before sending, I wanted to be very precise). After a couple of months after it I realized nothing really changed , except some weird things that begun happening after it (some of them not necessarily good)but oh well...my life have always been strange anyways. Also noticed how after I tried searching other psychic readings si

a person wants from you but you can't get away because the person is everywhere?

Sometimes hates you quietly, but it is so loud you can feel it.

Sometimes you can feel the pain, yet sometimes you wish they could feel yours through you because of that...

Sometimes you know if they could, they'd crucify you, though you are not exactly as pure as Jesus.

Sometimes they hate the person that wants to cause you harm....yet they are the ones that harm you the most....

Have you ever had a person like that in your life or are you that person or both?

BQ:What do you do about it?

Is it related to other lives or something? ;(

You know, I wanted to be awesome like you once...will you ever love me (or stop hating me at least???)?

I mean, is it right?

Do psychics have karma too(like us all non-that-psychics-like them)?

BQ:If they have , can they create more karma?

BQ2:If they don't , can they create more karma anyways?

Like as if someone else is inside their body, not someone necessarily evil(maybe just unknown, and super trolly and draining and kinda violent, as if sometimes you feel you are corned up for no reason or at least no reason big enough and sometimes you end up getting really confused),but you know it's not them, or as if suddenly you knew everything that was in their mind and viceversa, or as if they were acting as if they aren't really there as if they were hollow and as if something, someone else was speaking through them? And your eyes...you have to make a strengh for them not to go up , or as if you couldn't control it well , like a sweet sacrifice...as if you were like well I can't control it but welll my eyes feel so good (I know "wtf")Sometimes making things from the past surface ....weird, It's so hard to explain....I feel like I went crazy or something

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As in, representation of what type of energy?

Can psychics really use it in real life?

Thank you!!! Now I am sure of one one certain thing I've only suspected all along !

If you know what I mean. If not I speak of, moving people , like pawns, or controling them like in the game The sims , or a lego toy or like children playing with their toy house, moving the dollies around and making them speak what they want them to speak , etc, specially the ones around you like pawns and etc. It wouldn't be against their will (because they don't even know that they are being manipulated), so it wouldn't be wrong?

BQ:If yes, what would the limits be? Can they drive you or another person to kill another or induce people to do negative things?

suddenly you saw yourself in The Sims game. I mean in the game I admit it's fun, but it's with virtual people, now if it happened in real life...i think it would feel like in that movie The Truman Show. Nice movie.

stupid nonsensical illogical reason keeps helping you?Specially after you found out they kept trolling and using you?

Some that's not an object or a person

BQ:Is it someone's fault?

It's funny people don't think twice before doing something bad but think a million times before doing something good.

Always. I don't even know why....please don't hate me ><

BQ:Imagine this...if you were a cactus and someone tried to hug you would you let them?

Sometimes it's like I can hear them inside my mind sometimes they are so distant