Please don't sugarcoat it! In your experience is she being honest with me? Especially the last part?

LDR girl that I've been exclusive with for about 5 months. I haven't met her in person yet. We both always say we love each other and she even talks of a future with us. So I planned to drive 7 hours to her and we were all so freaking excited. The night before we were talking and she asked if I still thought this was a good idea.

Apparently she's terrified that when I visit things will go wrong. Like she'll love me but I won't feel the same anymore. That I'm her best friend as well as her lover and what if I ended up hating her.

She said she wasn't ready and she felt really bad about it. She wasn't worried about meeting me, and she really wanted me there, but couldn't get over that she was scared.

I didn't beg her to change her mind and just kept saying okay. This is the second time I planned to visit her and it didn't work out. I'm just frustrated because I keep taking days off work and she's "not ready yet" I call BS but I dunno.

THEN, I text her and SHE'S short with me. I'm supposed to be mad at HER. Anyway I ask what's up and she said it again that it was purely because she freaks herself out and she thinks it'll get messed up.

***Since she cancelled she hasn't been texting the same. Also I saw a snapchat story of (who she says) is her gay friend who is like a brother to her. It's a funny pic of him on his phone in the shower.

She even said she was constantly thinking about me.

1. I guess I have no choice but to believe her? Should I let her go??