I'm so confused in life what do I do to get away from family?

I'm 18 next week I'll be 19. I'm a girl.

I've been out of school for 3 years almost now, not because I dropped out by parents forced me to home school but couldn't afford it and wouldn't allow me public school.

I feel frustrated and stuck in life. I'm getting my ged and trying to get a job but I've been applying everywhere and I get nothing. I haven't ever had a job and my parents let me barely work the one they got for me.

They are very controlling my whole family is, I literally take care of house work, shopping, my grandparents. I want to be a cartoonist and I feel tied down and ambition dying.

I don't feel like a part of my family and they get mad at me for that but I get told I'm a failure or don't make sense but my brother gets praise ( he doesn't even have a license

I just want college but having to take care of the home takes a lot. My family does not clean it anything for themselves or take care of their pets.

They get drunk and high but I'm the loser because I'm unemployed and not in school. I don't want a hard Labour job

They also let me have no life or social life. They're trying to make me dump by boyfriend ( who is getting a job for him and me and is cleaning up for me) but mom keeps saying I won't be happy. I am literally not allowed to do anything without being griped at like camping or anything that doesn't include them

I try to fit in here but I just cant.

I've tried talking their argument makes no sense, just I don't understand.