Father passed yesterday, im 15.?

Your dad knew what he was talking about when he said you'd shine in front of everyone and make him proud one day. You're young now, but keep working towards your goals and let your heart guide you. One day you'll be shinning and your dad will be there, your dad will be really proud of you.

I am very sorry for your loss. Your father does not want you to be unhappy. He wants you to do on in life and be sucessful. To be sucessful, stay away from drugs, alchohol, and sex. Study hard in school. Be a hard worker.

It is very hard to deal with such a great loss. I have loss many family member when I was young like you. I made a mistake and starting finding my happiness in alchohol. I was lucky it didn't ruin my life. However, it caused me problems.

At age 10, lost brother in house fire, at 12, lost father to fire, at 15 lost great grandmother was raised me when I was a little kid. Hang in there.

-You can STILL Make Him Proud ! By Doing Your BEST-at Becoming the Successful Person He always Believed You could Be... Because SOME-here, "out There"- He's going to be Cheering You ON- EVERY Step of the Way !! So get some REST, and I very Sorry for Your Loss... .. . :(

You will feel many things about this, all through your life.

Also realize that you only have to go through this ONCE.

Something helpful I found to do was to get pictures together on a bulletin board that I could see daily, and think about that person. Getting that organized would mean you are doing SOMETHING.

Treasure the things that you two did together, and the special ways you two are alike.

This will continue your whole life, so think about them.

I am SO :: SO sorry for your loss

and all the emotions you are going through are normal

yes let all the tears go down and yes you have the right to be sad

and Yes you have the right to be angry [ I lost my mother and went through all those mix emotions ]

Your father can see and hear you from where he is ;; and YES make him proud with your future career and he will see it ;; plus ask him to help you in this terrible ordeal and he will

Grief has it's own timetable. It's different with everyone, and there's no right or wrong. When you are feeling stronger, look on FB for Mitchells Journey. It deals with this in the most incredible, raw, beautiful and heart-wrenching way.

i dont blame you for being confused, i would be confused too