Gender Studies: Why is Testosterone so heavily protected and media despised, but trans operations are easily?

The counter argument could be compared to gun control arguments. If it is bad for the general case, it stands to reason that it is harmful for all. How we permit one massive armed gang to keep entire population from making 10000 small gangs. If guns are bad, great! Stop using guns! Especially to grant permission for "law enforcement"/ monopolization of guns "gun control". Seriously!

Anywho, i hate to sound like conspiracy theorist, but it would seem like a feminist(and by extension Marxist) infiltration of corporate pharmaceuticals. I cant even play the "depression" card as they will prescribe stimulants instead. Dont get me wrong, its better than nothing, but for being stronger than the ladies (mentally) to avoid competition and female emotional instability, providing stability, taking care of my family, being focused, T is the necessary component. About 6 years ago, beginning of puberty, then year or two after, i was physically very weak, abstract thinking was behind, failed advanced classes, could not "advocate" for myself.

So far behind, i was only lectured on fake self esteem. not even adderall before last month of HS. TBH my social workers and psychiatrists do seem like feminists and liberals.

What do you think of this?especially the contradiction between "TRT is good! Dont trap yourself into your socially assigned sex!" and "Steroids make you angry and abusive! and are toxic masculinity!"