Need some help. Not really a baby question. But need advice please...?

Hello mothers.

I'm a 30 year old mother of 3 beautiful kids and I'm married to an amazing man who is also and amazing father to his children.

We've been married 8 years and he is truly wonderful. There isn't anything I would change about it him and our marriage.

Ok here's my problem, for a few months now I've been missing my ex! I had a saw him a few months ago, he didn't see me but I saw him. He looks great and I know he's also married with a few kids.

I found his family on social media and now I can see pics of him.

Our relationship ended on a really sour note. We were together for a year and he was my first true love and our relationship ended almost 9 years ago.

All my feelings I had for him returned and now I'm missing him. To the point I wanna call him and meet to talk!

But I'm sure reaching out to him is a bad idea. I don't ever wanna ruin mine or his marriage.

I dunno why this is happening. Like I said our relationship ended on a sour note over something that he couldn't resolve (long story).

I never wanna betray my husband or put our relationship in jeopardy ever. There isn't anything my marriage is lacking. I just miss my ex and our relationship.

Please don't judge me. I need advice

Mothers has this ever happened to you?

Did you ever reach out to your ex?