My parents used to love me😢?

This a just a long rant so don't bother answering

I remember a time when my mom used to hug me every morning, and tell me that she loved me. That's been 2 years ago. Over time I've made some realizations about myself that made her so angry and disgusted that she will not even smile at me anymore. Just the other day, she was actually laughing about something my dad said until I walked in the room. Her face suddenly turned to a scowl when she looked my direction.

She hates me for being an atheist. More than that though she afraid of me because she believes that I am now susceptible to demons. Wich is kinda why she thinks I'm gay. And she's acts like I'm a walking disease because of that.

when she found out I actually had sex with one of my girlfriends, she thought I did it just to spite her, completely oblivious to my depressing loneliness from being alienated by the people who meant more to me than anything.

My dad just doesn't give a **** anymore. About me, about my life, about anything I do. He's doesn't want to get between me and my mom. He doesn't say anything to me, and doesn't even acknowledge that I exist when we're in the same room together.

I just wish I could go away, where I didn't even have to see them or think about how much they used to love me.