Should I end my life? If I honestly have no idea how to be happy?

Inner happiness is best the outer stuff comes and goes , we are spiritual life forms we run on energy , its mostly fear that holds us back once you know where you fit into energy and evolution we can feel an active part of the process and not like we are being processed , humans are possibly the only species in the universe that can do this and need to , feel special.

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Just keep pushing thru, my life sucks too and have wished i was dead literally a thousand times, most likely more. Call a helpline if u can or find a way to take ur mind off life, a distraction is always good

Instead of hurting yourself, call a crisis hotline. They are free and confidential, so it is safe to talk to them. They will listen to you openly -- and they are specially trained to help people in your exact situation.

Silly, happiness is the end goal, not part of the journey :P

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