Am I a weak human being?

While I've tried to make it clear in my mind what it is I want to do, i can never seem to stick to it till the end. I have no special talents just really good a video games and I try hard to make new talents like playing instruments and it takes not very long before I get bored and give up. Im at a dead end in my life I wasted too much money on education I havent followed through with. Im poor, with no friends and no job.

I know its all my fault and I need to push through for a better tomorrow but I never do.