Does it sound like there is something wrong with me?

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Ok, well I often just have these random thoughts throughout the day of killing people. Another thing, I think people can generally tell when something is wrong with someone else and I just get this feeling that a lot of people dislike or pity me and I make them feel awkward. I can just tell sometimes, or sometimes it's really obvious. I only have a few friends, and I feel like one of them is just purposely trying to be nice but doesn't really like me anymore. As for my other friends, I'm very close and feel comfortable with them, but I can't help but want more close friends. I'm also kind of quiet and weird around people. As far as I know, I'm not autistic or anything, by the way. Does it sound like there's really something wrong with me? Sometimes, I just picture myself and think about all my thoughts and feelings and just start to feel disgusted at myself. Like there must be something off about me. Maybe people don't like me because I'm quiet? Do I come off as creepy? Do I rely too much on others? I don't know. I'm a 15 year old female by the way, if that makes any difference. Thanks to those who read that whole thing. I'd prefer help, but I really wanted to just get that all off my chest too. Thanks.

Dashiell · Answer

You sound like every other 15 year who is unsure of themselves

cody · Answer

aww . i care .idk if ul listen or not but god is testing us to see if we can care aobut eeryone purely, love god and love good people who care when its hard. if u want a friend email camaro33125cody@gmail.com but please be careful online btw i have thoughts too . but its about 2 things. a hero,caring thought and  self control. go with caring so u dont have to. i knwo theres diff tyope sof these thoughts. and i cant tel which urs are.  i understand disliking pity but it really is good . even if u dont wan tto  let them. or directthem to focus on someone more deserving.  the desire to beat ur problem or the hatred of ppl caring. it men u look at others moreso then urself. or in my case it does. but its good to let them care. i try to care aobut everyone even those ppl.  if all pl cared thru theri tests they would be self suficient sort of  ish  in regards to caring but also  cared aobut and caring aobut ppl . i know it sounds dumb but its special and not everyone is aware ppl care and not everyone wants to fight without a shoulder. some are so weak and need the love someone else failed to give.they nee dto know aobut it when u care. say hey bud i care .

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Does it sound like there is something wrong with me?

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