Should i do drugs? They help me when i am depressed, sick, or just not feeling well. Also no i dont have to talk to a conselor.?

To make a long story shore i came from a small, poor, family. My dad left. We always moving to different apartments either because we cant afford or we got kicked out or some toher issues.

I finally found this girl that made me happy (we dated online) and we were dating for awhile. What made me feel so in love is the fact that she was loyal, she always helped me when i was down, and she was beautiful!

She wasnt over the hop, she was average to most but for me she was everything i needed. I know when im walking down the street, she gave me confidence and walk with my chest out and smile. I said hello,good morning to everyone. I felt like a new and better man (teen)

She was the only girl i could talk to (comfortably) on the phone without feeling embarrassed or anything. She made he happy, and she thought i was very sexy. Overall i was happy. It made me do better in school and other things i liked ot do.

Bbut she told me yesterday that "we need to talk" well she broke up with me. Saying we can date because we live far from either. Most will say i should move on,but ive been throagh too many relationships and this was the perfect one for me,i know it was, also i came from a bad past so she made me feel like nobody else could.

I went to sleep crying yesterday, i wake up feleing tired, ive been laying down for 3 hours since i wole up. I havent eat, i have no motivation to eat. People dont understand. They think i was with "just some girl" she was more than that!