Growing up hearing Voice, seeing Spirits?

I remember when I was around 6 year old, I would lay in the bed and watch my Mother eat cereal, I would see white statue in the Closet.. Its like I'm able to see thing deeply.. Ever since that day, every late night I would awake up by the screaming sound in my ear (I'm deaf, I take out the hearing aids before going to bed).. Other night I would be awake up by the voice saying "I'm Chosen by the Darkness" What does this mean? The strange thing is I felt no Fear whatsoever.. I just shrug it off and go back to bed.. I don't have mental illness.. Why I keep hearing those ever since I was growing up? What does it mean "I'm Chosen by the Darkness?"

The professional couldn't help.. I realized I'm not sick.. I heard that people are scared when they see thing of hear thing that not there.. I felt no fear whatsoever.. What does it mean by I'm chosen by the Darkness? And why do I alway get screaming in my ear though out the year (Not every day, more of like once three month or so though out childhood to adult).