Someone convince me not to lead these two guys on just because I want attention lol I know it’s bad but I need talking out of?

Happiness depends on liking who we are ... based on how kind we are, how unselfish, how honest we are, on us making the right decision even when it is difficult.

And always, somewhere in us, we KNOW what is kind and right. We can lie to our conscious mind, but NOT to our subconscious mind.

So if you lead guys on for selfish reasons, not caring how they feel, then you will never be happy.

Don't you WANT to become happy?

Change your actions, then.

It takes a long time to change your subconscious attitude about yourself, but right now you have subconscious patterns of hating yourself, and these control you. You are not in charge of yourself, and things DO end badly when that is the case.

If you inwardly liked yourself you would not need attention from others.