We were drunk but I remember everything, what next?

So a cousin and I were drunk, his wife, sister and our grandmother were all in attendance. Yes we were all drunk. I get along with the cousin exceptionally, whenever I come into town he always makes a point to come see me at our grandmothers since I stay there during my stays.

I won't lie and act like years ago I didn't get vibes from him liking me more than a cousin and it all came to blows the other night. We're stumbling drunk and it was hot so he and I walked outside. His wife, sister were already passed out and my grandmother stayed behind. He literally let out all his feelings of sexual attraction for me. How he thought I was beautiful and super intelligent. Mind you we're first damn cousins. Somehow he convinced himself that I was only related by marriage, which we have the same grandfather. I explained that which he said he didn't care and still wanted me. I told him how weird he was being and that us being drunk had him talking stupid.

He admitted he was hammered but that what he spoke was honestly how he felt. I'm laughing because I still think he's playing which afterwards he basically tried to fondle me. I honestly couldn't even look at him the next morning and I'm just hoping to put it behind us and he never brings the **** up again. I honestly don't know my next steps because he's doing so well in everything but im just all over the place in thought.

What do you guys think? I'm not telling other family members so that's off the table.