Am i the only sad person on Christmas eve?

Of course not but also it's a state of mind. Just think of it this way. Instead of dealing with a bunch of noisy kids and possibly someone criticizing you on what you eat or drink you can watch WHAT YOU WANT, EAT AND DRINK HOW MUCH YOU WANT WHEN YOU WANT and nobody is there to say squat to you! If you want to pig out on chips, dips, and cookies all day and do a marathon of movies then you can! I did that for years. I would usually wrap up Christmas Eve with spiked eggnog and cookies, not that I ever got drunk on the eggnog because the eggnog cut the alcohol in the booze. I had a blast. So try to ENJOY the holiday and not have such a pity party for yourself.

Of course not.  But most people's "happiness" at Christmas is fueled by alcohol or temporal things like presents and food.  Maybe you should read the New Testament and find out the real meaning of Christmas.  I suggest starting with the  Gospel of John.  Jesus is the reason for the season.  

To Andy:  Jesus was probably born in September or October when the shepherds would have been out with their sheep at night.  But what difference does it make?  Traditionally, Christmas is celebrated in December and it's a nice break in the dreary winter.  Jesus is still the greatest gift.  He died and rose again that we might have eternal life in heaven if we receive Him as Lord and Savior.  

No, I am very sad at Christmas because the rest of the world is happy so I become sad. 

no. i'm more sad and depressed than you. i fcking hate christmas. 

🥴 It happens. 

I miss my mommy too much. 

It hadnt hit me she passed in August. But now its starting to eat at me piece by piece.

🥴 This was her favorite holiday.

But before that, I was one of those people who experienced true and natural happiness all the time. 

Some things come natural. Until they dont. 🥰 Regardless, you dont have to celebrate it the way everyone else does. Just enjoy the lights and Christmas displays. They have a tendency to lift the spirit in you.