I feel like my stealing in my dreams is compassion for my stolen Buddhist nun hood that I deserve but can’t get and this incarnation deserve?

first of all its the wrong religion which is not of God , even if there are good moral teachings. to have dreams is always testing and temptation to which a person must learn discipline . all people can fulfill their dreams in righteousness, but they have to learn conviction in what they pursue for righteousness

On the contrary, both things probably represent the same selfishness. In you dreams, you don't have what you want, so you steal it. In your life, you cannot tell the difference between what you want and what you deserve, and you petulantly accuse others of stealing from you because they don't support you.

Well, you're probably the best person to interpret your own dreams.