Realistically, am I allowed to learn English and its grammar on the count of me missing out on the indoctrination?

What is your native language? 

Don't say:  on the count of 

Say:  because 

You are trying to say:  on account of 

but that's confusing you and everybody who reads what you wrote. 

Indoctrination?? 

Please choose another word. 

Maybe introduction, but I don't understand what you are asking or trying to say. 

Sorry...

I smell Google Translate. 

I don't understand most of what you ask and don't know what indoctrination has to do with you learning English. I must assume that someone else typed your question for you IF you don't understand English.

Are you wanting to learn the actual language or do you mean that you want to learn about English people and their way of life etc?  Make the question clear and you might receive some helpful answers.

There is nothing stopping you from learning English. Also your question is ridiculous.

We've seen this rant before.

There is nothing to prevent you from studying English grammar by yourself in as much detail as you want.

 . . .  am I allowed to learn English and its grammar [on the count of] inspite of MY missing out on the indoctrination?    

Sure

what's 'IOC" ?