Awkward

Thickening particles infest the air

heaving with lumps gulping a stare

so dense

I can't see through my thoughts

The cigarette butts rest in glass

where liquid morphs into murky clunks

Vomit green and yellow spots

gurgling only for lust

The lumps won't pop and the doors

and windows

stay shut.

she will yell & she will scream

blow the fuse too easily

pupils crystalised in her descent

towards flushing reason out the vents

Unabashed she will swing

limbs, words and memories

The laundries out and so, LISTEN!

Pitches and lungs overthrow the silence of strangers

eyeing the scene & callous behaviour

Such demeanour is seized to be

an indication of ceasing ties with humanity

Sneers as I shift away

this isn't my problem but still

I have to stay.

Her rumbling womb rippled in circular motions

the rolling and heaving waves plunging across the surface

An icy cold ocean throbbing at its core

as desperation cloaked the existence

Into blood

and nothing more

Renting Love

It was a problem

the monthly pay required

went beyond my emotional capacity

every second was charged

just much too high

and soon enough

I was in debt

Any outsider would've realized

that had happened from the start

only I was so smitten

that my eyes drew to the side

only to see what wasn't me

Now I'm broke

trying to reconstruct my insides

so that I can invest again

maybe next time

I'll do some research

and remember

that I won't trip into a fall

but dive

with back-up

to support my possible climb

Love scenes usually give me the creeps

that almost kiss or slushing sound of lips

believe it or not movie-makers today

saliva doesn't look or hear good

so keep it off the screen

and out of my ears

Death scenes make me laugh

that look to the sky

as if their higher-calling was ringing up

finally drink the dead man's cup

and that music kills

either gospel shrieks or tapping keys

either way its meant to be

emotionally-ridden

and soul-touching

"extremely deep"

Emotion has evacuated cinema

generic lines like

"what's happening" (whispering of course)

or

"do you realize what you have done?"

have taken over the scripts

with music in the back

to get a rise out of the audience

sitting and unfortunately

listening

Music

Music colors the chaos of the mind

splashing notes on the sides

and brushing lines for them to stand,

spring and dive into pits of sorrow

or happiness

whichever's collecting that moment

only to jump right out

and continue their symphony

It's organized anarchy

where feelings speak to silence

peaking at the pitches

never to deplete but simply breathe

a little

A continuity exists

'cause it lives in death as well

as maggots rip the flesh of the brain

the notes spell themselves into their minds

and human song provides entertainment

for the dirt of the earth

thoughts?

Where do most Right-Wing, religious Americans live?

(its for a project)

Hey! I travelled to the 1960s with my time machine and this was definitely my favorite year to travel to. I'm in America right now and the hippies have welcomed me as one of their own despite language differences. Russia and Latin America are next on the list!

Hey! You missed so much! The core of the earth was amazing! It didn't feel hot because we were in the rocket but when I saw the magma I actually started feeling warm. The scientists let us get out with special costumes which were so heavy and my camera actually melted in my hands!

Hey! Pilar, the internet, Pilar, wow. Wires are everywhere and you see files flying past you and Diego even had one fly through him! It was very funny, he almost peed in his pants! Everything was blue and green and red and we even saw this HUGE screen with zeros and ones flashing around. Once in a lifetime trip. Wished you were there!

Thank you

how do you say..

Hey! I'm on the moon! Its been a lot of fun, we've been floating around all day and they gave me a rock as a souvenir. I took lots of pictures for all to see!

Hey! Italy is great! I got to know some people from the mafia and I killed a few guys with a sniper! It was awesome! The police even saw us but then walked away when Brando nodded at them.

thanks

Will the search come to nothing

only leave our echos ringing like cathedral bells

Momentary moments of clarity

only for the moment to pas

A sudden awakening of the soul

only for it settle back into a slumber

and leave the echoing thoughts of confusion

Wil the search only leave sound

turmoil and anarchy

never to die down

never to allow silence

Perhaps that's the tragedy

because maybe

the search will only end in silence

If school continues to be this boring

count me out

calculus doesn't work well with my belly

and science should blow itself up

Call it a juvenile attitude

immature, impulsive

im-whatever

I've got a right to speak

Yes education is im-portant

yes knowledge is great

but gosh enough is enough

a transforming world

means transforming minds

transforming jobs

and the complete irrelevence of certain subjects

for certain fields

Do you want to waste your time learning something

when you could improve on the job

that will be paying for your meals?

I think not

School

get FUKCING real