Fakeless

my teeth sometimes feel like

they need to chew and bite and tear things

like i get cravings for ripping and chewing on steak and beef jerky

or gnawing on stuff

i usually try to alleviate it by chewing on plastic straws

do you know why my teeth get like this?

I've been angry before but it was always pretty controlled. Recently I've been getting really angry, like over-reacting to even small things. Like when I'm driving I get so pissed (I work as a delivery driver) and I scream at people from in side my car (i never honk or do anything inappropriate) and I get super aggressive and so pissed and I've hit my hand on the steering wheel really hard. And then when I'm at home sometimes I get pissed about little things like not being able to find something and I just scream cuss words so loud. (nobody's ever home when I do). I've always been getting really angry and pissed around my family and then I get so angry I start to cry and it's happened so frequently. like tonight i was in class and the class ends at 8:40 and the teacher was still talking and went over the time and I wanted to just scream at her and storm out of the room and I got super upset and almost started crying.

I was thinking it's just stress but it's really weird?

These bumps are white or skin colored and small. They come in patches and at first were only in the crook of my arm but now have spread down the underside of my arms (just a little bit) and into my armpits where they patch up again. They itch especially when hot or irritated.

Does anyone know what they could be? There's no pus in them and they're not red.

I had them screenshot on my computer but I don't know what mangas they're from.

They're from separate ones I know that. Can somebody please tell me?

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It grows under the fake tree/plant I have in there. I don't know if it's a type or mold or something. I really need to clean out my tank anyway, but could somebody please tell me what this is and if it is deadly or not?

Every time I eat frozen yogurt like... ten minutes after my stomach is like gurgling and feels sick. I have stomach and bathroom problems. I got diarrhea tonight and my stomach's still a little queasy and upset.

But I'm not lactose intolerant. I drink milk all the time- it's usually skim milk. But I enjoy chocolate milk and ice cream.

This only happens with frozen yogurt and I don't understand why.

It's happened before about two years ago and so I haven't eaten it since then. But tonight I decided to because it was a different place from where I've had it before and bleh. : P

Why can’t people just let you know WHY they’re not going to text you back for the rest of the day?

I would rather: “Hey, I’m puking my brains out and feel like **** so talk to you tomorrow” or even “Hey something’s come up so I’m not going to be texting you for a while”

“Okay cool dude/ hope you get better”

Than: “gtg for a bit” <- Because when I see that, I’m expecting you to text back in a couple hours

What the hell? Am I that unreliable? Do you think I’m going to throw all Hell at you and complain? Do you not…. trust me with that information? Is “puking your brains out” really that personal that you wouldn’t want to share it with someone who cares about you?

I’m usually a reasonable person. I put up with that sort of ****, I really do. I wouldn’t even care if you just said, “Hey I don’t feel like talking to you right now”. That’s at least a reason, even if it sucks.

I just think it would be nicer that you’d… oh I dunno, EXPLAIN a bit more instead of leaving me hanging. K thanks.

(Is it just me or would that upset/anger you?)

My girflriend told me that she needed a little break from me but I she didn't know how long. She said a while. (How long is a while? A week? Two weeks? A month?)

This happened last night... since then.... I feel so hideous, and terrible, and sick. I feel hideous and terrible because I'm the one that caused this. I understand that it is my fault. I regret things so much I can't even put it in to words. But since it happened I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I can't get it off my mind. I feel like I need to be constantly doing stuff but I try that and it still doesn't stop the thoughts. I went on a run this morning and spent half of the run sobbing. I've done basically nothing but cry since last night. I cried just now. I'll probably cry again later.

I also feel sick and my heart feels like it just died right in my chest. She said it wasn't going to be forever, that she just needed a break from me. But god I miss her more than I can think. I realize that I need to treat her better than I have. I realize that I need to work on strengthening our relationship and not rip it apart.... or break it up...

I just... help...? I don't know how to get it off my mind. I don't know how to stop myself from breaking down and crying. I don't know how to get through this. This experience... it's like... it's like I'm not strong enough to lose her. If I ever did lose her forever I think I might die. I'm not suicidal....but I feel very very very dead right now. Dead and yet so completely restless.

I need to get better somehow. I need to be strong and make it through but I don't even know how. I've tried reading, watching videos. I've done a bunch of homework. I went on a run. Listening to much. NOTHING'S WORKING.

I turned off my cell phone too.... It's too painful to keep on because I know I'll be waiting and waiting to hear for her and it won't ever come it seems.

I try to think that maybe it's just a week. I try and comfort myself with that. I can wait a week. But what happens when it's not?

God I'm so screwed up, god I screwed this up so much.

Can somebody please help me?

I HATE, I LOATHE, I DETEST, I CAN'T STAND my parents fighting.

It makes my stomach twist and snap and I feel sick. It feels like it's doing flips and I want to puke or just pass out or get away. I end up crying and want to keep crying and crying, but I'm afraid they'll come in a see me. I stop, because I don't want to have to explain to them why I'm crying. Even though I want to continue I have to stop myself. I try to ignore the screaming by pressing my hands to my ears, by patting at my ears, humming, breathing loudly. Anything so that I can hear only ME. But I know they're screaming. I know they're fighting. I can't cover it up forever. I think about listening to music, to drown out their noise, but I'm afraid that they'll call my name and if I don't answer they'll get mad at me.

Whenever a teacher gets angry and yells at somebody or at the class, even if I haven't been doing anything wrong I feel terrible. I feel like I want to cry, want to hide away. I want to tell them I'm sorry, but for what?

I want them to divorce, but that seems terrible of me... To be the one to break the family up, would my sister be angry with me? I know that they're fighting is not as bad as other families. He's never struck out at her, but it's gotten really bad before.

I used to think it was him that caused everything, not that I really wanted to be against one of my parents and not the other, but recently I see that she's doing it too. It's awful. And then after they fight sometimes they just seem to go right back to normal. That aggrivates me... If they can act normal afterwards WHY IN HELL WERE THEY FIGHTING IN THE FIRST PLACE? Why did I have to hear screaming and a door slamming?

Can't they fight when I'm not around. Even if I have to get it tatooed to my face and arms and legs, I will do my best to NEVER fight in front of my children. At least, never scream. I'll take my partner outside or far away, or I just won't fight at all. I do not want my children to ever, ever, ever have this feeling in them like I do. Because it is AWFUL.

I HATE HATE HATE HATE IT SO FREAKING MUCH HATE IT TO HELL WHEN THEY FIGHT. And over the stupidest things!?!?!? I know my sister and I fight and argue at times, but I don't think it's ever gotten as bad, or has been as frequent. I know when I fight with her it is because they have been fighing. It is because they have taught us how to argue and fight.

And then when my parents fight it affects their mood and how they treat us. (I want to say, "DO NOT DRAG ME IN", but I don't.) It makes me scared. I. loathe. detest. hate. it. It is the worst thing, it is terrible and awful, and makes me so... so... depressed. How do I get it to go away?

I know I've never been physically abused. And that other children and kids have it way worse than I do. I know they don't drag me into their fights or force me to choose a side. But I just feel so emotionally beat up. Like my emotions have been tossed and smashed and slammed and crushed and thrown, and it makes me tired. I feel like I end up getting dragged in anyway. It is the worst feeling in the world. I hate it because I can't stop the feeling. I can't tell when they're going to fight. It just comes out of nowhere.

Why does it have to hurt me, why should I feel sad, why in the world am I sad when my parents fight? What right do they have to make me sad?

Why do they even have to fight?

Why do every time they fight I feel so sick to my stomach? As if I'm going to puke. Like it's getting twisted around uncomfortably.

I get so conflicted emotionally.

A part of me wants to run away, the other is stuck frozen in place (because I'm afraid they're going to get mad at me instead), the other part is angry, the other is so sad, and part of me wants to say I'm sorry. For what?

For what do they fight?

Why can't they do it when I'm not around. When I can't hear them. Sometimes I think that I'll just put headphones in, but then I fear that if I play the music too loud and can't hear them calling for me then they'll get even angrier, and angry at me.

What do I do?

My mom told me today she feels lonely all the time.

My sister and I are still in hs. We, including my mom and dad, all still live in the same house.

She was crying while cleaning the bathroom. I walked in and she finally told me she feels lonely and it is like she has no purpose. She said she just doesn't know what to do with herself.

I don't know how to help her. I told her that we'd play a game together, but she went off to type something to my dad, I think. I bathed the dog and when I passed by she was still crying.

I don't know what to do. My sister's at work and my dad went on a trip for work.

We're kind of low in money right now. And I think she and my dad have been getting more tense with each other. I keep waiting for another blow up between them.

I just don't know. She said she should probably go see somebody. I'm just worried about that making her even worse because of having to pay for a therapist, and right now we don't have a lot of free money to spend.

I mean, I have a job now and so does my sister, so I feel better not having to ask for money all the time.

Anyway, that's off topic.

What do I do?

It makes me sad. And I feel helpless. And terrible because part of me doesn't know want to know that she's sad, part of me wants to run away, because a large part of me doesn't know what to do. I don't know how to help. I don't know what to do.

I don't know how to make things better.

So the past two nights I've gone to bed, I've turned on the fan that I keep at the head of the bed, and then I fall asleep.

The first night there was a thunderstorm and my dog was sleeping with me.

But the next night there wasn't a thunderstorm and my dog wasn't with me, but the same thing happened.

But for the past two nights I've been waking up around four in the morning, then falling asleep. Then waking up and falling asleep. And repeating this process four about four or five times.

I've slept peacefully and soundly with my fan on before, and with my dog in the bed.

I don't know if this is natural or not? I'm going to see if it happens again tonight (which I hope it doesn't, it's tiring).

And for now, is there anything I can that will stop this waking up and falling asleep pattern?

So... about a year ago, sometime in mid-to-late February I started going out with a girl. She was one of my best friends before that and eventually it led to us dating. Then about six months later sometime around August or September, we broke up. She ended up going to another school, we never really saw each other, we drifted apart, so she broke up with me.

It's almost February... and she's already found somebody else and seems to really like them.

But I... still like her. I thought at first I was just having a tough time getting over her. And she was only my third girlfriend, yet I can't stop wanting to be with her again. I keep thinking, man I need to get a new girlfriend, maybe I'll forget about her. But every time I see somebody who I have an a small interest in, she invades my mind once more. I want to get over her... Want to move on. I don't want to like her anymore, because I know that she won't like me like that again.

We're still good friends, but we don't see each other as often. This is because she's been really busy.

I don't know if it's because I love her? I don't know if I'm old enough to "love" someone, but all I know is that she is very important to me and I wish I had her back. I wish I'd never agreed to breaking up with her, wish I could kick this new person out of the picture and have her want to be with me again.

I don't know what to do...

I know that one way to say "why" in Japanese is dooshite (どうして). When we were reading a dialogue, one of the characters asks, dooshite desuka (どうしてですか) which means "Why?"

Yet I was wondering, could you just say dooshite (どうして) instead having to add desuka (ですか) to it?

I mean, I guess the desu ka (ですか) makes it more of a question, but I was wondering all the same.

So I watched snippets of this movie a LONG time ago and I was just remembering it. But it's about two gay guys and they kind of looked the same, lol, but maybe that was just me. But anyway, one was really important, for some company.

And I think they were fighting for the right to have gay couples at prom. Because in the end I faintly remember these two guys going to the prom together.

Can anyone tell me what this movie is?

Sorry it's just a lame description.

About a month or more ago I started getting sick to my stomach after I would eat. As well as some pain in the stomach and lower abdomen. I went to the doctor, the doctor sent me to the hospital for an x-Ray, and then they called me back to get a CT scan. They told me I had an ovarian cyst and that it would either get smaller and go away, get larger and they would remove it by surgery, or it would rupture. Then after that they never contacted me.

I went about... 3 weeks later to another doctor, told her what had been the problem, and she said the symptoms I was having didn't exactly sound like an ovarian cyst. She sent me to get an Ultra Sound. When I went they later told me that they hadn't found anything. It was around Halloween and for a while I felt sick and terrible. But some days I wouldn't get sick at all. This past weekend, I'm sad to say, I ate waaay more than I should have. Yet no matter how much I did, I didn't get sick.

Yesterday I was feeling immense cramps and thought I might start. I did, but it was very light. My periods have always been heavy. I woke up this morning and I feel like I'm already stopping, because I didn't see any blood when I wiped. But I suppose it's too early to tell so I'll be waiting later today to see if it continues on.

But I don't know...I'm so confused at times. I looked at ovarian cyst symptoms and most of them fit, but then I remember that they didn't find anything when they did the Ultra Sound. So I don't know what I should do. Please help.

The weirdest thing just happened and I don't know what it is was all about.

I was feeling really cold, so I put on a hoodie, then I put a warm sweater on over that, then I climbed under the covers to get really warm. My fingers were freezing and everything. And then, in just a few minutes, I could feel immense heat literally radiating from my chest. I could feel myself heating up and the heat surge up like I was in front of a fire or something, but it was only affecting my upper body. It kept building and building until my hands were even warm again- I thought I might burn up like when you get too hot- but when it reached a certain point it began to die down. Now it's stopped or dimmed to a low point, and I'm getting a bit cold again.

It was the weirdest thing, but does anyone have an explanation for why it happened?

So I just had a question up: http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=AhvJR...

And... I typed that yesterday morning. Now it's this morning, and I'm here again, lol.

So yesterday my stomach kind of felt queasy on and off all day. I got home yesterday around 3:30, ate one of those mini twix bars, and a little bit after that, there were a lot of pain in my lower areas. Like, my lower back, and surrounding all that area. I thought it might have been gas, so I went to the restroom... But when I tried passing gas it got really painful. I used the restroom (#2), but the pain didn't go away. It really hurt and I was like, wobbling around. I took some motrin, and laid down for a bit. Eventually, later (and I can't remember how much later), the pain went away.

My mom thought it might be my period, which I guess is a likely option. But, I usually don't get my periods until the end of the month into the beginning of the next month, meaning, I just got off mine from September.

I just woke up this morning, 7:30, and am in a lot of pain in my right hip area. Now I can feel it in my lower area. I've tried passing gas, once again, but it hasn't gone away. And it doesn't feel like I'm going to have my period. There's no like... pressure behind it, or that feeling that I am, just a lot of pain.

So, these past mornings, I believe like a week or so, I've been having breakfast like usual before I go. But every time I've eaten breakfast, I've been getting nauseated in the stomach and feel like I'm going to puke. I ran to the bathroom, but I didn't. Then this morning, I ate my breakfast and my stomach got really upset. I ran in the bathroom and ended up throwing up. It wasn't a lot, but it wasn't just that little bit you get in your mouth, either.

I've been trying to think of anything it could have been that I've eaten. I haven't really had any healthy breakfasts lately, either, so maybe that's the case. I've had poptarts and milk for breakfast, except for yesterday I had a bagel. And I know it wasn't the bagel because I had one later in the day and I didn't get sick. I also had some chicken yesterday that I didn't eat much of because it tasted kind of off. So maybe just some bad chicken?

It usually only happens in the morning, though, the rest of the day I feel fine.

What do you think it could be? Help please?

So I cannot, for the life of me, think of a title for this webcomic, lol. I've tried generators and searching for advice.

The things I want the title to be about, or possibly involve, is my main character and what she is.

Her name is Yesterday (strange, I know), and she's a witch.

So the three I have so far are:

Yesterday

Witch Yesterday?

I Believe in Yesterday

Which all these suck, in my opinion. So if anyone could help me, that would be very much appreciated. Please and thank you!!!