misery

I feel a certain energy-- don't know why...

I'm still in high school and I rarely study... studying is just not a habit that I picked up!!

When it comes to your mind: likes, dislikes, beliefs, tendencies, etc.

Let's see if people actually read the details... hehe...

As for me, I doubt I'll know my mind fully... I don't want to know everything about my mind because I like to leave some magic and mystery to myself.

I wouldn't like someone who looked just like me, acted like me, and have the same likes/ dislikes as me... Yeah, I know that's supposed to mean something in psychology, but oh well!!

Emotionally speaking-- okay, maybe even physically speaking...

Maybe it shows that we aren't so different after all...

That happens to me a lot in class... I give the wrong answer and others laugh because I'm supposed to be Salma, the smart girl... arg... It gets annoying!

Inspired by "Mandolin Moon" by Sister Hazel... This is my last question for the night because I am going to sleep... good night...

Love as in a romantic way... It doesn't even have to be a best friend, just a friend will do... :-)

That has happened to me many, many times... Only one person has stuck around through my many changes... :-)

It is hard to gain mine...

Today in English class, I was picking at my finger at a little piece of skin... I pulled it off, and a large fat droplet of blood bormed on it... I didn't want to interupt the teacher or put my thumb in my mouth (I'm a bit of a germaphobe) so I watched the blood bead up on my thumb thinking stupidly about the song, "Hemhorrage" by Fuel. So, when lunch came around, I put some tissue on it, washed it, and it was still bleeding... My Allied Health classmates kept saying, "You're blood isn't clotting!" Eventually, my lovely teacher got my band aid and now I am all better...

lol... Thanks for letting me vent!!

I just felt old a while ago and I'm 15! Talk about weird...

Not physically, of course...

Emotionally speaking...

I do just to see the effect it has on others... I will ramble on about things that I only have little information on... My hands will move quickly, I will talk quickly like I have a lot to say, and I will look the person in the eye... Ha ha... I feel bad for my friends at times...

It's a tie for me... :-)

I occasionally do that with my old journals and projects, but there are days when I just want to throw everything away and start with a new slate... It makes me feel good and refreshed once I get rid of some of those items because the memories aren't always that good... If I could, I would take everything out of my room and start new! Ha ha...