Oracle Blackrose ( Pagan )

i,m a pagan, and a christan friend is trying to tell me that we inherit our fathers sins.

i don't really understand this. my friend couldn't explain it either.

i was dating a guy for about a year, he is Christan, i,m Pagan, he knew about me,

then few nights ago told him wanted a committed relationship with him, maybe get married someday, and he said no that we could never really be together now because we cant be together in the after life.

i don,t have much money for shopping. (like almost none at all)

and its going to be hot outside during the day when i go...

am just looking for any ideas.... thanx for your help!

(am going alone. possibly going for two nights)

there is a mail box out where i go camping at...

and someone keeps smashing it. ( like with a baseball bat...)

am just wondering if there is a way to discourage people to stop doing this.

i just don,t have a lot of money to invest in this,

but i love going camping at this place...

and want to try to help out....

i had heard that there was a massacre on saint patrick's day... but i can,t find any information on it,

and what started snake saturday?

go read up on their history and then answer my question.

i read a little of the Goth history and couldn't find much connecting the original Goths

with the present day Goths.

not interested in the modern day drums...

looking for ones like the african drums, i just don,t know the names of them.

am trying to figure out what attracts them and what keeps them away.

i want to make my own bow and arrow set....

i know how to do this...

would just like to hear opinions on what types of materials work best...

i,m sorry, but i just don,t get that. i,ve asked Christan's to explain this to me....and one woman told me that when kids are little and don,t understand that we have to go to work and get upset when we leave: said that that child is being sinful.

i have always believed that children are innocents....

or as some people would say; innocent until proven guilty.

can someone prove to me that children are born in sin?

the one i am looking for has what looks like wolf paws in it....but i couldn,t see the rest of the wolves...they were streatched out in the design....

does anyone know a really good web site with pictures of things like this?

one train leaves from Los Angeles at 15 mph heading for New York. another train leaves from New York at 20 mph heading for Los Angeles on the same track. if a bird flying at 25 mph, leaves from Los Angeles at the same time as the train and flies back and forth between the two trains until they collide,

How far will the bird have traveled?

its a mexican sword with pictures of an eagle holding a snake with cactus on either side, on one side of the blade. on the other side it has a eagle alone flying near some mountains on one side and a tree on the other side.

just trying to find out what the value of this sword may be.

also it has an eagle head on the hilt.

its a cross shaped hilt, no curved finger guard cover...

i know the front ball bearings are going out...does anyone know a web site that can show/tell me how to replace the front ball bearings?

its a 03 ford explorer 4x4...

my dad used to have one long time ago.....

would love to be able to buy him one.....

would much rather go to a store then look at ebay.

in this dream...i was at a bar and the only other person there was the bartender. he was pacing back and forth behind the bar with his hand to his face as though he had a bad tooth ache. i tried to tell him to look for some powdered clove to ease his pain, but he just ignored me.

until i began to wake up from the dream. as i began to fade out of the dream, he turned and watched me fade out of the dream.

i've never faded out of a dream before, i've always just woke up and i've never had anyone in the dream watch me wake up.

does this mean anything?

ok just tonight, when my beagle jumps up on the bed or chair,

jumps down, he cries out as though somethings hurting pretty bad.

i have checked his paws and felt along his back, and he seemed fine.

i gave him a doggie treat to get him to sit up on his hind legs, which he did. i took him for a walk, and though he was not limping, he was walking slower then normal.

he only cries out when he tries to jump up or down from the bed or chair.

he is a 4 year old beagle and has never had any health problems or injuries of any kind before.

this problem just started tonight. he was perfectly fine just a few hours ago.

will be taking him to the vet first thing in the morning,

just wanted to know if anyone here may have any idea as to what could be going on....

the book is Black Wood Farm by Anne Rice. its a hardback first edition...would really like to get her autograph...