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there were times when i get tired of things.......i wish to go back to the time i hadn't met him. so that i would not have experience nor a single clue out painful to ne cheated and lied.......

i wanna vanished but then again, i realized that i was born strong,so im must be........yet..sometimes i wanna be weak and dumb even just for once....so ,as i can completely forget for what he have done.............

i love him..........unconditionally..............but still he never changed. i do not feel any security from him...got no peace of mind.............. but i do really love him.................God knows...BUT I JUST CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.............for 5 years in relationship with him.............. i guess i have to let him go.............Maybe he is not the right man for me and deserved to have this kind of love i gave to him...........

i had ended my relationship with my ex live in partner who happened legally separated by his spouse of course. becasue he maltreated me ,inspite and despite of everything,for 4 long years ,i decided to end our relationship. i was physically battered by him and eventually verbally abused by him.

my friends were happy with the decisions i made. for them ,that iwas awakened finally. they told me to be online chat talking new friends from abroad, go dating, occupied myself from work, which i've done recently.

in my friendster account ,there is a guy who treated me well, he accept my past, he called me up in my mobile phone. he is coming home soon. it was too late for me to find out that he is the younger brother of my ex bf. he is willing to see me in person this coming feb 4,2008.

my problem is, my ex is always begging forgiveness and willing to change. i still love him but my friends says No to my ex. i do not know if i am going to let his brother from ABROAD to see me in person.

any tips ?

i need your assistance. there is no telephone directory available in my house now. please help. tnx.

are you amenable with what Bush intervention for Iraq?

WAR = BUSINESS.

i learned to like this man. he courted me almost a month. he was a US military soldie, a non-commisiioned officer. we haven't seen each other except through cam. he accept. i accept him. he helped me financially especially if one of my kids was sick . He love to visit me in here in philippines. i am too worried now, he is leaving this jan .31 heading Iraq. both sides shed tears.

i am fallin in-love with him. I'm a widowed with3 kids. i'm a nurse,too. Is having this kind of affair /relationship is ok. love affair on-line?

help please...Salamat po.

* we are living together in one roof for a year now

*things changed a little

*he always criticized me and always ind my faults

*he backfire my past

*he talked to me too much that he even doesn't care if i was terribly hurt

*time, love ,care, patience,understanding 100% i gave it ti him

*i lost my self respect..coz all i know is to love him

*we had a fight if he was drunked

* i was mentally and physically battered ( ilose my count)

*he always put all the blame on me

*he never say sorry to me

*my friends wanted to let him go;they doesn't like him at all because he hit me

*now, i let him go but deep within me i wanted him to stay.

*he asked to stay for ameantime while he is lookingfor a new apartment

* he told me that he wanted to stay, and start all over again.

* i'm a nurse. he was a coca cola sales man

* i'm confused now.... help.

he is presently working in coca cola company base in tagum city.... you know him?

help .

i'm inlove with raul. i'll do evrything for him. i was hurt, becuase i'm afraid he will leave me. he always asked for a break up once problem arises. i just do not know if he loves me. sometimes he does ,sometimes not. we are living in the same roof for a year now. i was mentally and phusically battered. i gave up everything for him ,even my self respect. before he was hot...now... he was cold.... very complicated situation/relationship we had right now.

i wanted to leave him . things changed alot. i know, it is hard for me to cope up everything. i just wanted you guys to help me how .

i'm so shattered. tired. dismayed.

please help.

she was once a computer student here in tagum .please help.

My boyfriend love to watch porno videos. he like women who had healthy boobs. good long legged-legs. I don't have all those qualities . Sometimes i pity on myself. he likes girls wearin short, and mini skirts. i can't wear those because i don't have good legs. i'm planning to have breast augmentation. just to satisfy him. he teased me . quite insecured. i just do not know if he loves me. help.

we are almost 3 yars. we are now living in thesame roof for a year now. he is married. i'm a widow .mother of 3. i've been dedicated to him. his wife knows everything but she just ignore us. We rented an apartment. Most of the time, i made all the expenses.things changed. he never gave me flowers. if he was drunk ,he backfired my past relationship.i can no longer bear a child. he didn't know it, coz i'm afraid he might left me. he is inconsistent. he lied. he alaways told me that he will find another girl if i'm goin to leave him. lots of girls outside waiting for him. i know he is not having an affair with other girl. but, i was mentally battered by him. he attempted to leavre me and pack up. i kneeled and beg to stay. he even gave nothing in my birthday last september. i love him. i'm willing to sacrifice everything. but i wanted to break up with him. but how? i was used to live my life with him. please help. please.

please help.